Sunday, February 25, 2018

#TGTBC...



why did i start this facebook group ?

well.. for starters.. i think i was just so fed up with the lack of inclusion of me fitting in anywhere... i mean as far as i can remember... i joined a gay confessions fb group and got banned for a very unjustifiable reason ( as depicted in a blog post here)... i joined a Mariah lambs fb group chat and enjoyed it for awhile up until a moment where i pointed out the obvious that she was lip syncing on stage where others blindly chose to believe that she was actually singing live... (then i got banned from the group)...

i then joined a male armpits fb group which lead to a whatsapp chat group where everyone shared pit pics and videos....then  i was yet again removed for no apparent reason... then i migrated to another newer armpits chat group... and ofcourse i was kicked out just 2 hours in... for adding a “bicep emoji” to the group name... (roll my eyes)...

even beyond fb and whatsapp groups... i have never been able to fit into any type of TOP , BOTTOM, MASTER , SLAVE , DOM , SUB etc. and all of these categories are of course needed to identify yourself in the BDSM community... and as long as i have been on recon.com ... i have tried my very best to explain  myself to everyone that i am just me... 

im not a dom... but i like to be in control
im not a sub... but i aim to please
im not a sadist... but if you like pain
it will be my pleasure...

sex to me is pretty much just kinky foreplay...  of tying up a guy... touching... tickling... kissing... blindfold and all... no anal or oral sex involved...

yet lately on recon... i haven’t been getting great vibes anymore... i mean.. i try my best to be cordial and upbeat about the whole kinky hook up thing... but when you encounter guys who talk the talk... then flake on you last minute and go M.I.A when its finally time to meet up in person... its just so frustrating...

or even faceless guys who ask to have a session with me but won’t even show a face pic as a basic courtesy.. or even worse... i ask if i can add them on facebook.... but they say “ oh facebook is too personal”...

.... ? 

(and... meeting for the first time and getting naked and tied up isn’t going to be personal ?)

i just laugh at it all now... yet as cynical as i have become... nothing pushed me more over the edge than a certain guy i met on gaycupid.com ... we kinda hit it off with philosophical conversations at first but soon after we reached the topic of sex... he liked “pure vanilla””... and i told him about my fancy for “dark sinful chocolate”... 

and theese are things he said to me... and i quote :

“you like armpits ?..u are possessed !”

“you like to tie guys up ?..omg why are u so scary?”

 “only crazy people do that!”

“i would never ever do that !... because I’m NORMAL”

“if you were a pot and i was the kettle... i would certainly change you” 

and i told him:

“oh u mean like gay conversion therapy? ... but only to convert my kinks & fetishes???"

so anyways... we don’t need to know what happened after that ... but what we do know is that this fuelled me to be more MYSELF than ever before... like a second comming...like the emancipation of mimi... or like a PhoeNiX RiSinG fRoM the @shes... 

(lol... a little too dramatic ?? ok..)

so now i have never been more motivated in my lfie to celebrate being MYSELF... and what i AM.. and what i LOVE... 

what makes me HAPPY ? (a question i have been asking myself many times before)... this is my passion !.... 

I LOVE ARMPITS!!!

I LOVE BONDAGE!!!

I LOVE TICKLING!!!

I LOVE KINK!!!

&

I LOVE MEN WHO LOVE ALL THESE THINGS!!!

and since i’ve been kicked out of all the groups that i yearn to be a part of... i thought...why don’t i just freaking make MY OWN group! and this way... NO ONE can ever kick me out ! (well... except facebook of course... if i don’t follow their nudity guidelines :-P  )

yes... i have started a new facebook group called :

THE GAY T!CKLING & BOND@GE CLUB #TGTBC

and i intend to make this group a long lasting success and with the initial interest and number of requests to join the group within the first day... things are definately looking up...

i vow to put all my wasted time and energy that was once used in finding a boyfriend & kinky love to a group that screams ME ! and my love for ARMPITS...TICKLING... BONDAGE & everything in BETWEEN!

so if u like what i like... please feel free to click the link below to join....  :-)





Monday, February 19, 2018

Snap...






i haven't taken a snap in like forever... but sexual deprivation will do things on ya...

he had completely shaved pits... and it still got my motor going... vroom vrroom  vroooom!

he was so glued on to his phone that he didn't even notice this deviant perv was snapping pics right across from him...

sigh... sexy guy


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