Thursday, July 21, 2016

I Have No Friends...




my friends....

where did they all go ?

i know i had some...

hmmmm lemme think....

the boys grew apart because i wasn’t one of the “boys”...
& the girls grew up to be “mean girls“ and i only managed to salvage one..
since then we have grown apart as well... (as depicted here)

the college years went by and i also managed to salvage but one...
but she is missing in action.... but this time it seems like it’s gonna be like forever...

online friendships were never real.... because if they were... why do i feel so empty?

making a new friend on facebook could suffice for a day... but maybe that’s why it makes me feel so empty...

tried to have a platonic friendship with a few gay guys (one sadly depicted here)... but i know damn well what it’s all about... so i should not complain....

and as i have this urge to gossip about the latest happenings... i reach out to ex work mates... but that is just what they are... “ex”.... “work”.... “mates”....

i then realize...

i really do have no friends....

my eternal catastrophe of wanting a boyfriend so badly now has trickled down to me wanting just the simple company of friendship... and yet i also have no friends... period....


i have no friends? ........

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

U will always have me...^^

Anonymous said...

Yours faithfully
Shiroken...^^

N!LoC said...

:-)

fantus said...

over here silly!!! It is not like I am hard to find. big old me!!! :)

N!LoC said...

:-)

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