Friday, June 3, 2016

My Trunk Briefs...



while going through my closet choosing which pair of undies to wear... i saw my rarely touched trunk briefs and it made me think to my self... “why on earth did i ever get a pair of those?”... i mean they have this cutting feeling on my upper groin thigh area and are not that flattering on me as my mini briefs are (which is my staple underwear to wear...)

why on earth did i ever get those trunk briefs ? well... the answer is simple...

it was a more inspired time in my life... where i was still collecting black tank tops to add to my tank top collection... and also trying out some new styles of undies... you know ? just for the sake of trying something new... wear something a little bit out of my comfort zone...

i was exercising... working out ... because i was in the game... the active stage of grindr’ing... recon’ing... jack’d’ing... planet romeo’ing... with the thought of having all these future possibilities of perhaps taking naughty selfies in me undies and stuff... meeting guys to hook up with and perhaps something even more...

when i was once in an online relationship... that’s kinda when my tank top buying went a little over board... i was collecting all the sexiest and flattering black tanktops that i could find in hopes of one day wearing it to bed with the guy ... i had something to look forward to...

something to look forward to ... (sigh)...

i had a zest for life...

i was inspried... motivated... thinking that the possibilities could be endless for me...

every song i heard on my itunes playlist had meaning... had light... even made me do the "mariah HONEY" dance...


and this was supposed to be "the year to be happy.... it started off on the right foot... but now i’ve kinda lost my way again... i’ve rejected and declined quite a number of guys for meet ups (and hook ups) for that matter... and only went on one date this year .. which was the most perfect disaster that my little fragile heart could take which made me kinda swear off dating for now... until who knows when...

i’m taking life generally on a day by day basis ... because i guess that’s the only thing i can do right now... it’s hard to smile.... and it’s sometimes hard to dream at night... but i’ll just have to tell myself that i’ll be ok... (maybe not necessarily happy... but ok)

and all this....from just looking at my rarely worn trunk briefs....


** f.y.i... that's my butt in the pic...just one of my extremely rare naughty selfies...if anyone was wondering...

4 comments:

Michael Silveria said...

I think it's a nice pic. I understand how you feel. I've been going through the security this year with no luck. I think you're a great guy and you're bound to find someone soon. I know it's easier said then done but try not to stress about it all.

N!LoC said...

:-)

fantus said...

What can I add??? I know things will get better, I believe God has good things for you! Because he will not let a hot ass goto waste! :p

N!LoC said...

It does feel good to hear that I have a "hot ass" ... My compliment quota of the day has just been filled

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