Friday, April 1, 2016

Delete...











Facebook... oh the things you make me feel...

actually its not really facebook's fault... it's the people who use facebook and the things they do with it or rather how they handle it... 

see... I've had 3 incidents in the past with guys where I posted something silly and playful that got me in trouble... and what i've learned from all that was that if they can't seem to find the humor out of my own “sense” of humor then I guess it really says a lot about them as a person... 

when april fool's day comes around... I always tend to get a little mischievous and cheeky... and I tend post a drag queen'd out photo-shopped pic of one of them and post it on their fb timeline... 

the first guy I ever did that to was someone who I was having a long distance relationship with... and he did not take it well at all... in fact he just refused to acknowledge that the drag pic I posted was actually him … and kept denying it's existence... until we had a whole argument about it and at last he deleted the pic off his fb... he was sweet and understanding and so wonderful up until that point where I felt like it was a slap in the face...I was just being “me” …. playful... childish … me... (it really hurt that he deleted the pic... but I was so head over heels with him... and we were still in the honeymoon stage of our relationship... so I just brushed it off... like I always do) 

second time I did this sort of thing was with a guy I had an actual date with... he was sweet... caring... nice... and most of all...."sane"... and I wrote about it in a past post and I nicked named him “LAB BOY”...  complete with what happened after i pulled my april fool's fb prank on him... ouch....

third time came about when I scrolling on fb before bedtime and spontaneously posted a meme on “this guy's” fb timeline... he is a huge fan of "back to the future" and so I thought of him and immediately shared it with him... and the cheeky meme was this:- 


and when I woke up the next day... the meme was gone... he apparently deleted it... without a trace... and I was too groggy and sleepy that morning to even care about it... but then as the day went on... I realized just how a petty that was... something so simple... that was supposed to be funny... that apparently wasn't worthy of being up on his timeline ? (mind you... another fb friend of his posted a "back to the future" meme days before... but that one somehow made the cut?...) 

geez.... since when did posting something on a friend's fb timeline turn out to be like some sort of job interview cutting room floor?... after that little incident... it made me really realize a little more of the true colors of someone who i thought to be a really great and genuine guy... (and now i am very cautious when it comes to the other little red flags with him)... 

And just most recently... as I post this on april's fools day itself... the same thing happened yet again... and this one kinda hurt the most... because I thought somehow... this guy was different... I was confident enough to just throw caution to the wind and do my silly childish little april fool's prank again.... through my bad experiences with this whole april fool's thing time and time again... I was not gonna let it stop me from letting me just be ME!.... 

after all was posted and done... bottom line was... that yes... the pic I posted was deleted... 

it may not seem like a big deal...depending on how u see it... but then again with all the facebook drama I have been dealing with just this past few months with … "this community"... and this "fb dating page"... being deleted is something I have become very weary of... 

being deleted makes me feel like an outcast... unwanted... like I don't even matter... and in all honesty... how can that not be a big deal ?...

because it is.... 

:-(


7 comments:

fantus said...

That sucks. You can post what you like on my Web page! Your humor has always been a delight to me! :)

Michael Silveria said...

It was never my intention for you to to feel this way and I'm sorry. It was a harmless joke. I get that. You can post anything you want on my page.

N!LoC said...

:-)

N!LoC said...

:-/

Michael Silveria said...

???

Tim Vernon said...

Yes you are funny. And it's great that you enjoy to be you, and have your little jokes. These things to amuse you. You know I love you, but... Remind me not to add you to my face book.

N!LoC said...

Well too bad ... U can't see all my naughty selfies then...

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