Tuesday, March 15, 2016

Singled Out...



i have always been one to feel like a black sheep... the outsider... the different one... the weird one even... but i can't help but feel like the gay world is having me singled out... (yes .. alittle dramatic i know.. but that's just me...)

recently i wrote about a very bittersweet experience with a gay "community" facebook group... and now it has amazingly happened yet again...!

this time... it was some silly "gay dating" facebook page where you post a selfie with your basic intro to get the ball rolling... but somehow my post just went pending for a week... and then apparently got rejected ...

so i tried again... and same thing happened...

so i commented on the main thread ,,, and apparently there were lots of the usual sleazy comments on there and some cyber bullying and sarcastic remarks... but i just stated my case...

"i posted twice ... and was pending forever and then for whatever reason... my posts got rejected...?"

then i got notified about new comments on that thread.(even though i already left the group)... i went to see the  new comments ... and noticed... to no surprise... my comment was deleted... but yet.. what i found astonishingly ironic was.. the sarcastic cyber bullying remarks and back and forth banter that was still going on there...

my comment got deleted... but the hate speech stays?...

really can't help but feel like the gay world is really against me... singling me out...

but oh well.. i've had black rainy clouds hang over my head many times before...and my skin is just too thick to feel bad for myself anymore....

i'll survive...

(oh... & i won't pull a "jada pinkett smith" and boycott facebook ... lol)

7 comments:

Michael Silveria said...

I wouldn't worry about it. You don't need to be apart of groups like that anyway.

Anonymous said...

guess you are not really wanted unless it is by desperate white men hahaha

N!LoC said...

hello there "mr anonymous" nice to see you trolling on by again :-)

and michael.. i know.. but i was just feeling a little restless... that"s all.. :-)

Anonymous said...

Hi N!Loc. You still have friends who appreciate you for who you are and the way God created you. HUGGZ, my friend and ignore the rantings of the bully boys looking to be noticed.

Jerome B.

N!LoC said...

thanks jerome :-)

Tim Vernon said...

Hey, what's the big deal. We are all part of your group. No need for u to follow them when you a here for us. They are the ones missing out on your writing.

N!LoC said...

:-)

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