Friday, November 27, 2015

Snap 2.0...


was at the airport .... looking at the duty free shops.... 
duty free.... sigh....

Saturday, November 14, 2015

If Only...



If only love could find us all... 
If only hearts didn't have to fall... 
We can't mislead to make things right... 
So instead we'll sleep alone tonight...

And if somehow fate were in my hands... 
Would it be enough to understand ?...
Why we feel lost in a world so small... 
If only love could find us all...

~ by The Calling ~

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Snap 2.0...


it was almost like....

love......

at first sight....

driving on my way to the park... i saw this guy from a distance.... (yes... while i was still driving)... i squealed in delight "TANK TOPPP!!!!"

YIPPE!!!!!!!!

parked ... and got out as fast as i could... then power-walked my way over to him...

a guy in a tank top makes me happy.... it makes me smile... oh ... if only life was just that simple... the simple equation of happiness....

?

IF ONLY LIFE WAS THAT SIMPLE!!!!!!!....

1- get a guy of my own...

2- make him wear a tank...

3- then i can die happy...


Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Happy...



today a cute guy at work just put his arm around me...

(my heart skipped 2 beats...literally)

for a moment there... i was feeling happy...

then my mind wandered to silly places dreaming about all the possibilities...

then naturally i do the obvious and stalk him on FACEBOOK...

seeing a picture of him at the beach in a TANKTOP made my heart skip another beat...

(making me feel light headed now with the lack of heart beats & oxygen to my brain)

i tried to look past the fact that he is basically a whole decade younger than me...

then i saw the part about him : "interested in WOMEN"...

sigh....

at least i was happy while it lasted...

** this is just another example of life imitating art imitating life... #crazyexgirlfriend:-)


Monday, November 9, 2015

The Toilet Dream...




in a previous post... "I Had A Dream..." ... in which i had a dream about being in a toilet... and peeing... and it has been a recurring repertoire of dreams i have been having all my life... so i googled the meaning of toilets in dreams and i found it quite astounding...

  • "If you find the restroom, you may discover there are others waiting and there no doors on the stalls or no stalls at all. Having no privacy, you are forced to do your business in font of others. In this case you may be feeling you don't have enough time to yourself or you have no personal space in waking life. If you are reluctant to take care of business in front of others you may be afraid to tell others how you really feel or to let others see you as you really are. If you can relieve yourself in front of others, you are unconcerned about what others may think of you.
  • A dirty bathroom may be sign you are repressing a lot of negative emotions or you may be dealing with a lot of negative energy or negative, toxic people in waking life."
    • "The toilet itself may be dealing with your ability or inability to eliminate problems, relationships, emotions, etc. If the toilet won't flush or is clogged, you may be unwilling or unable to release your emotions or express yourself. An overflowing toilet may represent an emotional outburst or you may be feeling overwhelmed by your emotions and the stresses in life."
    (yup... that basically sums it up ...)
  • :-/

Sunday, November 8, 2015

A Beautiful Day...



the rain just finished pouring down... now the clouds are calm and kind...

a little sun peeking through this late afternoon...

i sweep the patio floor which feels almost therapeutic...then have a seat outside... feeling the cool gentle breeze caress my skin... put out my little jambox and play a little josh turner... a song called “this kind of love”... and i think about my life...

i take out my netbook to write this down cuz i’m trying to write in the moment...

yeah i may feel sad, depressed, bittersweet and hopeless but it sure doesn’t deter me from acknowledging that ...


damn... it’s a beautiful day...

Saturday, November 7, 2015

I Had A Dream...



that i was attending a lavish party at a mansion very similar to the one depicted in that movie..."THE GREAT GATSBY"...

and just like most of my recurring dreams... i ended up needing to use the toilet to pee... and i caught my suddenly enclosed in a very tight bathroom space ... peeing away... with walls so low that i could even peek out onto... (and i was peeing into an almost over flowing toilet bowl... sheesh!)

i peeked out and i saw... "eddie murphy" ...sitting in the opulent living room... on one side...

and i also saw... "donkey"..... (from SHREK) sitting across from him on a grand chair fit for a king... and they were talking  to each other... doing comedic sparring...

**POOF.....

i woke up....

(that was just too weird)...

:-/

Friday, November 6, 2015

I Had A Dream...




that i was spider man...

a very very evil one ....

and i was gonna kill 3 of my x classmates from my childhood days...

and i think i killed them by using my web of white spidey stringy thingy and dangled them from an overhead bridge above a busy highway...

and i was enjoying every second of it...

:-)




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