Monday, March 2, 2015

SIN : Real...


terminal 3

i remember it so clearly... it was a lazy Sunday afternoon and for some weird reason... i was feeling more lifeless and depressed than usual... i have been doing the rounds of the social gay apps twice , thrice and five times over... recycling the jerks that just come around looking for one trick ponies...

so i expanded my search and treaded international waters... country by country... far and beyond... from japan to the states... & down under back to asia...

i was ready to call it a day and throw in my white flag of virginity until i got a reply from one guy almost immediately after sending him a message...

his profile on RECON caught my attention mainly because he wrote alot of specifics in what he wanted and what he was looking for... i kinda thought to myself that hmmm i'm kinda ticking off all the boxes on his checklist... (he even joked that he might have found his perfect match)...

fast forward 6 months later since that first chat... we had planned a holiday together for SIN (Singapore) and the blind anticipation of meeting up with someone whom i haven’t even talked to on skype or viber didn’t really get to me... i just went ahead with it... rolling in the deep... he also said that i was particularly brave and courageous... to be meeting someone just like that given the circumstances...

a part of me felt like i just needed to do this... for my own good... and a part of me also felt like he actually could turn out to be one of those jerk holes that could possibly f#ck!ng rape me...  

it didn’t completely feel right... and i certainly wasn’t a hundred % CERTAIN that i could trust the guy ... i mean... you can never be certain anyways when it comes to the whole online thingy...

but after finally seeing him at terminal 3 at the airport in his red t shirt and casual knee length cargo pants... it suddenly all hit me and became “real”...



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