Sunday, December 28, 2014

Dreams Come True...




some dreams that came true for me this past year :

**tied up not one... but TWO guys in my ultimate fantasy position (pits and all!) and a dream within a dream was that one of those guys was actually a piece of grade A white meat... a flavour i have always wanted to try before i die... but never thought i’d ever get the chance...  hmmmm some dreams really do come true i guess :-)

**recently went on a date with a sexy guy... in a killer black TANKTOP (by my special request :-P) a simple thing that most people out there take for granted.... ( yes...to meet a guy wearing a black tanktop has always been an unattainable thing to me...)

**saw MARIAH in concert for the second time in my life...  ( it was a trip of a lifetime) & i will always remember it forever...

** and lastly...made a connection with a guy who i nickname “mr 6 pack”... who deserves a shout out because he is an absolute sweetie and one of the nicest guys i have  ever known from any sleazy gay app... (oh and the dream come true part is that i’d never thought i’d ever know a gorgeous guy with a 6 pack ... WITH A BODY OF AN ADONIS who hasn't poofed into a cloud of dust after a week!..... still can't believe it .... really....

and that’s about it...

i do have one dream that has still yet to come true... but i’m still working on that ... just need a little luck and for the winds of fate to magically blow my way at the right place and at the right time...

i don't know what's in store for me in 2015... but here is to "hope".... and i 'hope" that the best is still yet to come...

:-)


Wednesday, December 17, 2014

My Evening Walk...




i saw a guy in a tank top jogging... and waited strategically for him to pass me by... so i could start jogging behind him...

well.. Little did i know how unfit i really was...after chasing him for less than 10 seconds... my sides started to cramp up... 

and so my failed attempt to snap his glistening body in a black tank top ended up with me just snapping the sky...

boo hoo...

:-(


Monday, December 15, 2014

Screw You...



how could i be so foolish...
to just jump right into this with you...
“spontaneous”  is something that i’m not...
yet i thought this was the “dream” come true...

didn’t realize that this was your getaway “fun”...
felt special you wanted to spend it together...
felt used is more what im realizing...
so i’ll wall off and be just “whatever”...

don’t expect me to just give in...
when i now feel nothing at all for you...
this was not the case in the beginning...
when you cut to the chase to pursue...

we chat for about a minute per week....
i don’t think i really even know you...
FOOLISH is what i have always been...
so i’ll  just go on ahead and fucking screw you...

~By N!LoC ~

Friday, December 12, 2014

Snap 2.0...



not just any random guy at the mall...

i actually had drinks with this one...

wow... a dream come true...

really...

Saturday, December 6, 2014

Do You Wanna **** Me...


 


if you wanna hug me
then baby let’s hug
but if you want a kiss
let’s keep it (hush hush)

if you wanna cuddle
let’s cuddle all night long
and if you wanna strum me
play me like a song

if you wanna taste me
baby... lick away
if you wanna smell me
then smell... as you may

we can roll around
naked... in your bed
play some “lost and found”
give you... a little “head”

i can tickle your fantasy
make dreams... a reality
shoot stars... like astronomy
play up... my androgyny

so...

do you wanna hug me?
do you wanna kiss me?
do you wanna touch me?
or 
do you wanna **** me?


  ~ by N!LoC~


Thursday, December 4, 2014

Snap 2.0...


don't let that pony tail fool ya... he is one hot dude.... :-p

Monday, December 1, 2014

I Had A Dream...


la la la....

That I...
(was a sexy female singer with soft straight long black flowy hair that went all  the way down to the floor.)
Diva nemesis... 
(an old "Elvira" / "Cher" looking woman in a black dress with the same hair as me...not quite as long ...but long) 
The Stage...
  (a floating cafĂ©/ restaurant/ bistro/ wooden deck  in the middle of  a calm sea at night with romantic light bulbs decorated all around.)
i started to sing “unbreak my heart” (and my oh jolly ! I really had a voice like toni Braxton!”) and as I walked round through the patrons that were enjoying their beers and my perfect pitch songbird voice… diva nemesis tried to sing over me and kept walking behind me almost like creeping up on me that made me get goosebumps...

As I walked faster... she walked faster... and the faster I walked... the more my long  hair blew in the wind making it within reaching distance to diva nemesis's hands… (she was totally gonna get into a clawy cat fight with me for sure...)

Then suddenly she started running towards me with this look in her eyes of absolute despise!!! (because apparently I was singing much better than her !) so I knew I had to run for my life.. and I did.

(And here comes the weird part… as if this wasn’t already weird enough)

I ran away from her in my 5"black stilettos... and jumped off the deck but instead of falling into the dark midnight waters around… I actually flew up like an eagle and went all  the way up up up…. And straight down! (which totally made my stomach drop subconsiously)

Then as I was swooping down through the air… I ripped off!! diva nemesis’ head and brought it back up to the sky and (by this part of the dream.. I was suddenly in a third person view of the whole thing)… so all I saw was me (who suddenly transformed into some sort of "chung li" character from the classic "street fighter" game and did a super 100 X hit combo to diva nemesis’s head like a punching bag juggling in mid air with the full moon as the background….

100 x hit combo!!!


Then POOF!!!


I woke up… 

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