Monday, November 3, 2014

Singapore Part 5 : A Taste Of Wanting More...


“guess it’s true... i’m not good at a one night stand...”
those are the first words sam smith sings on “stay with me”... And basically that's exactly how I was feeling after my one night stand with that amazing guy who was a complete gentleman throughout the whole experience... 

and i thought i could take my mind off things with another guy i had lined up for some more kinky fun the very next day... but i’ll just cut to the chase...

having experienced 2 totally different guys within more or less 12 hours apart ... it was literally like night and day...

from an older caucasian man...

to a younger asian guy right about my age...

from a passionate take charge kinda bloke who knows what he wants...

to a submissive shy and quiet “softy” who reminds me alot about my own little self...

(and pls note that there is no real mention about their physical appearances... because i know that i can look past the physical stuff and get to feel someone just by an initial connection and great chemistry)

maybe it was the difference in age... (and with age does come great experience)... or maybe it was just how as far as i can remember...i’ve always had this strong attraction to westerners ... and i say westerners... because it don’t really matter if you’re black or white... i just feel like i am built specifically for them...

and what just solidified this fact was... at the Mariah concert later that night... the whole stadium was filled with fabulous gays... and oh so many interracial gay couples (rice queens + asian boy toys) and with every passing rice queen couple i glanced at ... my heart mustered up some bittersweet feelings that went a little like...... DAMM IT! I WANT ME SOME OF THAT TOO!!!! boo hoo :-(

because i’ve had a taste of it ... and now i want more... there is just no going back...

i ultimately know what i want (something i’ve always known as a little gay boy)... and that... it’s a very specific... yet non discriminating preference of what sort of FLAVOUR i want and need in my life...

so... as i was going through a mini emotional breakdown moment on my last day in Singapore after such a whirlwind kinky sexcapade and awesome MARIAH concert... i remedied it with a pig out session with dougnuts... meat on sticks... and a huge slice of pizza... and just as the green gummy worm fortune teller said...

“colin the caterpillar... he is what he eats”

from a stark contrast from my last trip to Singapore.... this time around... i returned home not looking for some kinky fun anymore (although i’m sure that is not quite out of the question lol)

but now i’m looking for something much more... i’m looking for someone who can appreciate my new found love for VANILLA... and my ever sinful CHOCOLATE indulgent kinky desires... not to mention... someone who also finds my cute STRAWBERRY cheesecake sweetie pie personality that would go oh so well with a great dish of “potato salad with chicken slices... (yes... that’s my reference to “white meat” for ya... lol)

and i guess it’s not as bad as i thought .. cuz i have a couple of great guys who i keep in touch with online that are all sorta what i’m looking for...

*one in particular who lives in a certain sunshine state ... (yes, that’s the little mention you asked for..)

:-P 

2 comments:

Tim Vernon said...

ON MY GOD........seriously.........to all 5 parts.......I'm speechless........OMG...........we need to talk

N!LoC said...

yes... talk... abuse... same thing right? lol

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