Sunday, October 19, 2014

Ugly...




i loose the weight by starving... yet i don't feel any more beautiful...

i get compliments all the time... yet the belief only lasts for a day...

when tomorrow comes around... i feel ugly ... yet again...


Thursday, October 16, 2014

Endeavor...



There's a thought that makes me feel so warm and tender...

And it can only come from "You And Me"  being next to each other...

"To Touch"... "To Hold"... makes my soft heart start a flutter...

but...

"To be in your arms"... has been my biggest endeavor...


~ by N!LoC ~


Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Snap 2.0...



sometimes... i think i scare myself.....

the things i would do... just to get a snap...

:-)

Sunday, October 12, 2014

More Than Just A Pit...


i always do this....


i look at porn... (a usual repertoire of kinky S&M , bondage and my all time fav...TICKLE TORTURE!!!...) and when it's my "time of the month"... i always get into this little mood of mine... where i'm a little extra emotional over the littlest things... and this was no exception...

while wanking off to this new porn video... (a beefy cute latino hunky male stripper) who is apparently extremely ticklish... 

i felt something... 

something that i'm sure most normal people don't really feel when wanking off to porn... and as i was cumming... i just flashed through some random thoughts of this male stripper?.... is he really just more than a piece of meat? a random one night-for-pay porn star?

as he laughs uncontrollably with ecstasy... i think even more deeper...

how does his girlfriend (or boyfriend?) enjoy his gorgeous body during sex... ? and how would he act around kids? ( lol... i know.. that is a really random thought right there)...

ahhh... and as i have my crude but weirdly inquisitive orgasm... i think to myself...

hmmm... i love that pit of his... but i see more than just a pit...

i see a gorgeous laughing man... that puts a smile on my face... who is in fact the highlight of my boring lazy day...  so i'll just let my dreaming mind drift away into my own little la la fantasy land....

:-)


Saturday, October 11, 2014

Matters Of The Heart...




After such anger with no words left to speak... 
I realize what’s most important (it usually takes a week ;-)
Forgiveness is something tricky but it’s easy for me to do...
When it comes to matters of the heart involving a special one like you...

~ N!LoC ~ 

Thursday, October 9, 2014

Snap 2.0...


one of the hottest bodies i've ever seen AVERRRR.....

and get this..... HE'S A FATHER OF 2..... (face plant !!!!)

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Sunday, October 5, 2014

This Is My Confession...



i have mentioned many times before that i like armpits and i love kink... and by kink i mean BONDAGE...

i can't really recall how and when exactly my taste in porn slowly evolved to this... but more logically if i were to put all my fav fantasies and kinks altogether to conjure up one perfect sexual scenario...it would have to be...

a TICKLE TORTURE session :-P

c’mon !... a bound guy at your disposal... arms out and body spread there all for you to run your fingers mercilessly up and down his body?

finding his ticklish spot... and hearing him moan and squirm and even scream for his light hearted form of torture to stop...

i just love making a man laugh with my sense of humour... and i LoVe it even MORE to make a man laugh through physical pleasure...

(there really is something about a guy laughing in complete ecstasy yet unbearable torture that turns me on oh so much)

and man oh man how i love to just touch a man’s body molesting him selfishly...and how great that a high percentage of guys are ticklish in the PITS??!! lol

before i discovered tickle porn... i used to get my kicks off from just hardcore S&M sites... and before that it was armpit porn sites ...and before that it was just any type of porn that had pics with a guy raising his arms!

boy...have i evolved ... and come a long way.... (well actually ... its not really a long way)... haha because its always been about one thing....

and that of course is the ever crazy fetish of the beautiful male form which is my absolute and complete love for male....


ARMPITS!!!!! 

Friday, October 3, 2014

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

How Do I Feel ?...




i check on my phone...
cuz the feeling’s unknown...
do’ya really think of me now...
my mind won’t let me allow...

to just play it all cool... yet i act like a fool...
tryin' to be so smooth... hoping so much that you’ll

(maybe)
 call my name...
(baby)
light my flame...
(yeah)
ain’t no shame of showing how you truly .... feel...

i ask how do i feel?
(head over heels about ya)
cuz i want you to be real...
(you light my mind on fire)

the fact that you’re so sublime... i’m slowly losing my mind...
underneath my heart i try... to keep my mind so pre-occupied...

i wait all night and day...
hope that you text me and say...
even just a simple “hey”...
would make me feel so O K ...

so i say my goodnight...
to nobody in sight...
all by myself for tonight...
and then i let out a...


sigh...


~ by N!LoC ~


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