Friday, July 11, 2014

Under Your Umbrella...



when Monday blues don’t unnecessarily  fall on a “Monday”... things could get a lil’ emotional more than usual for me...

for instance...

it was a rainy day...was in the car.. listening to Mariah... and saw a couple walk by... the guy was holding up an umbrella like the perfect gentlemen that he was... and then...BAMM!!

(flashback to when i was a lil’ kid)

there was a time when my brother’s friend’s friend would pick me up from school and send me home every day ... and as a young kid... it was a very awkward time... where i was super shy...(hmmm “Was”?)... (i still am shy...hihi) ...

and i remember descriptively one rainy day... he was actually waiting for me right outside the main school entrance with a big ole umbrella ela ela eh eh eh...(couldn’t resist...)

and since it was raining quite heavily... i guess he was gentleman enough to escort me personally all the way to the car quite a distance away... now... the moment i can still re-live all wonders of emotional intensity with fluttering butterflies about... was the moment i stood under his umbrella.. and he automatically put his arm around me................

(*faints like a dramatic damsel in distress....)

yes..... ## years later.... i still “faint” when i think about that very moment..

it was one of my very first physical experience with a guy... gosh... lame as it sounds... that’s the closest thing to any sort of “boyfriend action” i’ve done in my life at this point so far... and as i think about  him... hmmm sure he was kinda cute... real skinny... nice ... quiet kinda guy... and me....i was just a kid...

without any shadow of a doubt... i already knew then...deep inside that i had a very special “attraction” to guys...

one arm around me as a simple gesture of kindness... it was a “little thing”.... and that stuck through me all this time somewhere at the back of my memory bank... and on a rainy Monday blues' day that didn’t quite fall on a Monday... that’s all it took to remind me of the awesome moment i experienced ## years ago...


(** number of years are written in “##” because i don’t want to backdate myself... :-P)    

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