Sunday, February 16, 2014

Cheap Red Wine...



i was at my cousin’s daughter’s wedding the other night although do i try to avoid events like these...

the romantic songs play in the background... the bride looking oh so pretty in her wedding gown... and the musical montage of their love story starts playing and i daze off into this imaginary world in my head where i think about what it would be like to have my own wedding...

i would be such a passive aggressive bridezilla...picking minute details about which Mariah songs should play in order throughout the night...

(and as i sip on this cheap red wine that just came out of a box)... i envision only having bottled wine of standard quality at my wedding... and perhaps have some moscato or rose thrown in the mix because those are my fav.... (it only has about 5% alcohol in it lol)

i think about maybe having a desert table... pondering that maybe a buffet is the best way to go... chocolate fountains and ice cream machines... (oh so kiddie! lol)

contemplating about making my own love story montage video... that isn’t so tacky... oh i would have a field day with that project ...

but then i suddenly realized.. that gay marriage is basically non existent where i live over in this side of the world... but more importantly ... i don’t even have anyone to call my own ... to have and to hold...till death do us part.... and it seems that i am a long long long LOOOOOONG way from it...

and so.. i just snap out from my day dream... have a sip of my glass of cheap red wine (reminder * that came out of a box) and just shake the feeling off...  

:-(

11 comments:

fantus said...

Hey niloc,


Lots of us feel the same way too! Love is so hard to find.

N!LoC said...

.... ;-(

Anonymous said...

That's why you should move here.

N!LoC said...

I'll ponder on that one ... MEAOW!

Anonymous said...

What are you doing drinking wine anyway? Didn't the vet tell you to stick to milk and water?:)

N!LoC said...

R u sure u are "anonymous"? Cuz you've gotten OINK! Written all over u ... :-p

Anonymous said...

Yeah, you'd never guess who this is!

N!LoC said...

I just did.. Oink oink... DUH!

Anonymous said...

Oh yeah?! Well don't forget to get checked for ticks!:)

N!LoC said...

And don't you forget to take your SWINE flu shots

Anonymous said...

And don't you forget to get your ear medicine refilled!

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