Tuesday, February 25, 2014

300 Blog Posts...


can't believe im at 300 already!
i feel like calling my back up dancers to bump and grind on me like this...


Sunday, February 23, 2014

This Is My Confession...


if i was superman.... this would be my kryptonite...

there is one part of a man that i can’t even describe into words how #beautiful a man’s armpit really is...

i did a post awhile back called “i like armpits” showing some of my fav pics from my porn picture collection...  but in all honesty... that was merely an understatement...

i always go out of my way to get a glimpse of any hairy pit (even non hairy pits for that matter)... i would literally just stand a little too close to a guy in a tank top just to savour the moment of relishing his exposed pits as he hangs his arms around a bench... or leans and rests one hand on a wall... or just sits somewhere and just starts stretching for no good reason but to make an armpit lover like myself go absolutely hysterically  gaga...

i love it when a guy does that... but i also am contradicting it because guys who do that should come with a warning because ... when i see a guy stretch his pits out for no good reason in public.. i could just explode from all the sudden excitement :-p

since as far as i could remember... i’ve always gotten off with pics of men showing off their pits...

no...  no p3n!s’s or blowjobs or f#ck!ng in porn that gets me raved up.. . all it takes is  just a clear view of a man lifting his arm up for the money shot...

i feel like I'm going round in circles babbling about nothing but the beauty of armpits... and it just proves a fact ... that by even trying to write about a man's armpit... i get a little disoriented because...

armpits just do that to me....

:-)



Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Another Try (Part Deux)...



the wind that blows at this moment...
i can feel the change in the air...
something is just not right...
something just isn’t there...

the sun that shined so much light...
is now echoes of a shade...
what was once so bright...
has dimmed suddenly to fade...

still waters that ran deep...
have unknowingly gone dry...
not a drop of rain can fall now...
for i already gave it...“Another Try


~ by N!LoC ~

Sunday, February 16, 2014

Cheap Red Wine...



i was at my cousin’s daughter’s wedding the other night although do i try to avoid events like these...

the romantic songs play in the background... the bride looking oh so pretty in her wedding gown... and the musical montage of their love story starts playing and i daze off into this imaginary world in my head where i think about what it would be like to have my own wedding...

i would be such a passive aggressive bridezilla...picking minute details about which Mariah songs should play in order throughout the night...

(and as i sip on this cheap red wine that just came out of a box)... i envision only having bottled wine of standard quality at my wedding... and perhaps have some moscato or rose thrown in the mix because those are my fav.... (it only has about 5% alcohol in it lol)

i think about maybe having a desert table... pondering that maybe a buffet is the best way to go... chocolate fountains and ice cream machines... (oh so kiddie! lol)

contemplating about making my own love story montage video... that isn’t so tacky... oh i would have a field day with that project ...

but then i suddenly realized.. that gay marriage is basically non existent where i live over in this side of the world... but more importantly ... i don’t even have anyone to call my own ... to have and to hold...till death do us part.... and it seems that i am a long long long LOOOOOONG way from it...

and so.. i just snap out from my day dream... have a sip of my glass of cheap red wine (reminder * that came out of a box) and just shake the feeling off...  

:-(

Friday, February 14, 2014

The Journey...



i have sailed the 7 seas yet never tasted the waters...
i have drowned countless times but have lived to see the day...
i have dreamed of a land of spring and endless summers...
but i’m still sailing through the storm and still finding my way...

with only a moon at night to guide me along...
i sail further ahead to find the northern star...
my heart feels broken, but my spirit remains strong...
i had thoughts of giving up... but no... i’ve come so far...

at last... i see a light shining ever so bright...
can’t believe that i’ve found it after all this time...
i have wished so hard and wished with all my might...
to find a heart of gold and now it’s finally mine... 


by ~ N!LoC


click HERE to watch the illustrated video of  " The Journey "


Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Snap...


nice

lovely...

sexy...

gorgeous...

WARNING:-

for guys who might be wearing tank tops in public the future.... please beware of me... (hi hi hi hi)

Saturday, February 8, 2014

She Will Be Loved...



yes... those were the words that suddenly struck a chord with me as i was listening very closely to the lyrics of this classic maroon 5 song... sigh... if only adam levine sang "he" instead of "she".... hihihi

gosh...can't believe this song is already a decade old!


Maroon 5 ~ She Will Be Loved

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Let You Go...



loneliness is a friend of mine...
was so sad, crying all the time...
but now i’m leaving it all behind...

let... go...
free... my... mind...

letting you go...
freeing my heart...
breaking the chains...
i had right from the start...

now that you’re gone...
i can live my life...
it’s always a wrong...
when it’s never a right...

let... 
you... 
go...

it’s all so simple now...
nobody told me how...

let... 
you... 
go...

can’t have a heart attack...
cuz i won’t be looking back...

let...
you...
go...


~ by  N!LoC ~

Monday, February 3, 2014

My Little Black Book : Drama Drama Drama...


"...every now and then... i find myself doing a little soul searching about why is it just so hard for me to find a decent guy to call my own... and in this particular episode of my life... i looked back on my experiences with guys that just make me wonder... where are all the good guys...?"

DRAMA QUEEN ~

now this guy was actually “gorgeous” from my last post of “My Little Black Book : Dangerous Part 1 and Part 2”... i thought there was something good that came out of going to that gay bar... but boy oh boy was i wrong... (as always)...

i met him during his lunch break one day and he seemed really different from the night i saw him at the bar... maybe he was nervous or maybe he just wasn’t that interested... because he kept looking at his phone and checking his facebook app the whole time! (GOD!! DON'T YOU JUST LOVE IT WHEN GUYS DO THAT ON DATES?)

well ... fast forward to how you should never judge a book by its cover... because little miss “gorgeous” tuned out to be the most dramatic DRAMA QUEEN there ever was! (and i know a thing or two about causing drama!... but this guy just totally takes the cake!)

we started arguing and spatting about the most simplest of things... little misunderstandings that got threw out into epic proportions and everything was documented across all chat platforms on facebook and whatsapp, it started the very next day with him asking me to start driving him around and stuff...

and he just kept throwing around accusations saying that “i was the most useless TOP he has ever known” ... (f.y.i. when in GODS name did i ever claim that i was a TOP?)...  he also threw a bitch fit when i asked for more pics of him ... and he even scolded me out of the blue and got all defensive when i didn’t ask him out to watch a movie...  saying he was EXPECTING me to ask him...

DEAR LORD!!! AND I THOUGHT I WAS THE ULTIMATE DRAMA QUEEN!!!

and just like all drama queens,eventually he wanted to make a dramatic scene and get the last word in and ended our supposed “friendship” by saying he was gonna block me on facbook...  and the only thing i could do was to laugh in disbelief , roll my eyes and just say ... “oh well”... and to promise myself to never turn into such an epic drama queen as him...  EVERRRRRR !


MOMMA’S BOY ~

decided to meet him for a movie because he had free tickets to a new movie theatre opening in town... and he actually brought his parents along as chaperones! ... he apparently told them that i was his “classmate” in school (and they believed it because i can still pass off as a college student with my young cute boyish looks hihi)...

we watched “wreck it ralph” and it was my first 3D movie experience ever... and what followed after our movie date... were another string of lunch and dinner dates together (without his parents thank god!)...  and on one fateful night on the third date... he popped the question  and asked me if we could be boyfriends...
i declined and said... he was just too young for me... but we could definitely be friends because he a seemed like a cool kid... but the very next day what i saw on his facebook page totally puzzled me..

he posted something about saying how he never noticed that there were so many pretty girls at his college... and so i asked him about it... trying to find out what was that all about? (suddenly realizing that i don’t think i even know if he was really gay??? at all!!!!!)

and his reply was ... “actually i am straight! i just wanted to try and experiment with you to see if i was gay or not”... (which was the biggest load of bull crap i have ever heard in my life!)... i was too disgusted about this whole GAME that he was trying to play with me ... knowing that he was just doing this out of spite because i rejected him last night... gosh? i thought it all went down so well and civilized!!! guess i was wrong !

this is the reason why i just absolutely despise younger boys... its all just a game to them... causing unnecessary drama in my life when all i want is just a simple guy with any miniscule sense of DECENCY! ...gosh...
** and as of the date of this published post, momma's boy has sinced reached out to me admiting that he did say he was straight just to get back at me (duh)... and still texts me wanting to meet up again because he was just feeling so "horny"... (sigh).... some boys just don't have a clue...

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Snap...






i was contemplating whether i was in the mood to go to the street market today and so i thought to myself...

"hmmm... i haven't caught a snap in quite a while..."

so i went anyways... hoping to see a hunk in a tank to snap snap snap....

and well well...lucky me! i got rare side snaps of this guy... whoa... look at those beautiful lines that make up the shape of his heavenly biceps !!!!

you know... i don't really fancy going to the crowded, stinky, hot & humid, fishy street market... but if there is a chance to spot a guy in a tank... mmmm i'm always up for it !!!!

:-)

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