Thursday, November 21, 2013

Realize Part 2...



continued from PART 1...

ok i want to be respectful of the guy and not give away juicy details or the play by play of what literally happened during our session but I can tell you this much... 

There was no kissing on the lips, blowing or f*#<!ng involved (I didn’t even cum...) not because I didn’t get hard, it was just because I didn’t even think about it... I just tied his hands up, fondled and molested his body for a good while and ended it with me giving him a hand job with a happy ending...

now through all of this I discovered something about myself which I kinda knew all along... 

"I am such a giver"...

I give and give and give and just aim to please by giving... And I seem to transform into this sultry little borderline slut minx behind closed doors! (I guess I get that from watching too much female 2 male fetish porn lol!) but above all, I discovered that even though I thoroughly enjoyed myself (for this technically being my first official physical experience), there was no connection behind my kisses, there was nothing behind my seductive touches, it was basically on the surface all the way, as superficial and empty as it could possibly be... (don't get me wrong... i have to stress the fact that i really did enjoy myself!)

Which made me think?... hmm... if It feels this good doing it with with a guy who I just basically met for the third time, I can only imagine what it would be like to do this with someone special , a boyfriend?, a lover? Perhaps?...

 it would absolutely be mindBLOWing!!!!  (pun intended!!!) 

And funny enough....just like how this guy was the first one who made me realize that my personal kinky preference was specifically "BONDAGE" and not "BDSM", this time around he made me realize something else… 

and so the moral of this story is...

 “I needed to have sex... to know that I want to make love”

2 comments:

Osama said...

Finally babe you get it, you have to find what you want, what you like through life's experiences....... you already blow minds, now you get to do it with rope..... hopefully with a guy that deserve you and be good to you, a boyfriend will come, love will knock on your door don't you worry about it. ... nice description there any photos to back it up for us visually perverted folks? :p

N!LoC said...

Haha thanks Osama ... Actually I do have some pics I took ... I was being so naughty (giggle giggle)

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