Saturday, September 28, 2013

Behind The Writing : Yummy Asian Boys...



Yummy Asian Boys... origianaly posted  July 5th 2013

"plain & simple.... i was in one of my erotic phase cycles where i felt like sticky rice :-) "

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Behind The Writing : The Journey...



The Journey... originally posted on valentine's day 2013 

"hands down... one of my fav poems of all time... and this one took a lot of hard thought and tweaking and editing because while i was in the midst of writing it... i had this crazy vision of making an illustrated music video to accompany it with a very specific song and also specific images in my mind and i took a good hour or two... nit picking them out from google image search... and i am extremely proud of the finished product... it told the story exactly the way i intended it to be told... and that story is...when you feel that all hope is lost... just have faith and believe that things will get better... and it eventually did for me... "

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Behind The Writing : Anything For My Man...



Anything For My Man... orginally posted on June 3rd 2013

"oh if only i had a penny for every time someone said their fav line out of this piece was..... “i’d even lay down and be a bottom for you” (i’d be 50 cents richer! lol)... what inspired me about this whole declaration of absolute sweetness was obviously someone so special in my life that made me feel things i never even thought i could ever let myself feel... for example:- “being a bottom”... i have always been one NOT into @nal @ss play f#ck!ng or anything remotely close to that nature... but somehow someway as time went by... and getting to know someone on a more deeper level...i wrapped my mind around it and kinda let myself just open up to that possibility of being a "bottom"... because i’d really do anything for my man...”

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Behind The Writing : Asian Boys...



Asian Boys... originally posted on October 25th 2012

"i truly don’t know what got into me that made me do this... but i guess i was just so immersed into directing ,editing and producing this hawt video... hell.. i thought....why don’t i just make a special appearance in it as well??... lol... i mean... i am an asian boy... so i gotta represent right?... 
and so i took off my shirt... laid on me bed and started cam whoring around and got 2 shots i thought was worthy enough to fit in seamlessly with the rest of the cute asian hotties... hey?  it’s not every day i would daringly exhibit myself for a borderline sex compilation video... but after doing it... and posting it... man oh man did i feel like a sexay minxy bon@fide PORN STAR!!!!! :-p"

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Behind The Writing : Cry...



Cry... originally posted on January 27th 2013

"i remember this vividly because i wrote this right after a good ole cry... see , i was going through a rather confusing time in my life... i was an emotional wreck trying to wear a fake smile everyday and not wanting to say the things i truly wanted to say... till one night while laying in bed... all these pent up feelings just came undone and i started balling my eyes out and sobbing like a complete baby... (something i have not done in a long long LONG .... time)... and just like that... i felt this weight lifted off my shoulders like all the tears just released together with my pent up feelings which in theory....what "crying" is all about any ways right?? lol... oh , i forgot how therapeutic crying can be ..."

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Behind The Writing : Cloud 9...



 Cloud 9... originally posted on November 25th 2012

"a very foolish thing i did when i first started dating was waiting for the initial honeymoon phase to be be over because that’s usually when the real test of the relationship begins... and from actual experience i must say that there really is no point in worrying about where things are headed or freaking out if the initial spark isn’t really there anymore... 
i found that with the right kinda person... feelings will inevitably always be there come hell or high water...and so looking back in retrospect... cloud number 9 was a poem written out of lessons learned and discovering feelings that i thought was gone but was always there all along..."

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Behind The Writing : I Had A Friend...



I Had A Friend... originally posted on March 24th 2013

"what really happened? what was it that ticked me off so much ? for me to officially make the decision to delete her from my life 0nce & 4r aLL???... see... after such a long period of time (3 months) where i haven’t heard from her... she suddenly texted me out of the blue and sent me a picture of this guy she snapped while on the train.... and she goes all “you should dress like him”... “he has such style”... "you could be a better YOU...just like HIM".. bla bla bla....
(flashback to our last text conversation bout 6 months before that ).... she sent me a snap of chris colfer (from glee) and said how he is looking more and more stylish and cool and .. yes... she said it... “you should be like that”... “you should dress more like that” etc. (and flash back to probably every other time we chatted or met up in the years past) its always been her trying to change me and pick at me and never accepting me for ME!... telling me i should get a total makeover both physically, appearance wise and also PERSONALITY wise...  and i recall her exact words were "you should get an attitude makeover!"...well oh dandy !!! something in me just ticked... and i just had enough of the crap and petty comments... and as i like to call it..."good riddance for BAD RUBBISH!... hmph!"

Sunday, September 8, 2013

Behind The Writing : Where Does My Heart Beat Now...



Where Does My Heart Beat Now... originally posted on february 27th 2013

"every now and then a song comes along to play the soundtrack of your life... and this was it for me... to tell the absolute story of the “moment” i was in ...  Confused... disappointed... unsure... and questioning every feeling i had in my bones for someone i gave my heart to... 
i really am searching for a hand that i can hold... and reaching for the arms that will let me know... i need someone i can give my heart to... word for word... meaning for meaning... heart to heart..."


Thursday, September 5, 2013

Behind The Writing : Life Is Like A Dream...



Life Is Like A Dream... originally posted on October 6th 2012

"this is actually the FIRST poem i ever wrote... and this goes way back when i was a little kid when i was taught to say a lil prayer every night before i go to bed... and that prayer of choice was “angel of god”... i had the whole laminated picture card and poem written at the back.. but somewhere down the road... after watching an episode on oprah about writing your own affirmations and repeating them every day to yourself to truly believe in making things happen... and so i guess that episode of oprah got me inspired and i tried to come up with a daily affirmation of my own.. and little did i know.. i inadvertently wrote out my very first poem simply called life is like a dream..."

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Behind The Writing : Stealing Kisses...



Stealing kisses... originally posted december 13th 2012

"i think this has gotta be one of the more vague poems i have written so far... it doesn’t seem transparent ... and a lot of it is really left open for interpretation... and well i guess that was what i was aiming for... but to think... that this was really all about a very very bad incident i had on a social website video group chat! lol... i have never been great in social situations where 2 is company and 3’s a crowd so just imagine my delight when i suddenly found myself in a 4-way video chat online? 
the man and the boi i write about is actually the same person... and ever since that incident ...every kiss i gave the man boi just felt like i was stealing... and so i just closed off myself .... 
i closed my eyes... i closed my lips... i closed my thoughts... and i really did close my heart... "


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