Monday, August 5, 2013

My Ulitimate Pleasure...





masturbating just doesn’t cut it for me anymore...

i mean... sure...after all is said & done ...or should i say (milked and cummed)... what is left is just the lingering feeling that only reminds me... i am still very much a virgin with no practical experience at all.

sometimes... all i want from a jack off session is a feeling of something totally mad yet sincerely passionate...loving and sensual in a "Danielle Steel" kinda way...  generally that ain’t that easy to find in porn videos online

which brings me to a thought...

maybe its because i've been there & done that... or should i say (clicked there , downloaded that) and i truly feel on such a deep-over the top-drama queen level that maybe ... just MAYBE... i’m getting too closed off from being “out there” and truly getting physical with someone...

just the other day... on my way back from my regular evening  jog... i noticed my new sexy hot neighbor out front... SHIRTLESS... washing his car... his colorful (quicksilver) Bermudas were barely hanging off his waist... exposing his (body glove) undies with a light treasure trail that lead up to a glorious tight flat glistening tummy...

in other words..... it was my (carly ray jepsen) “call me maybe” moment...

i just jogged on by... pretending not to notice (well at least tried to !)... but that little moment just made it all too clear to me...

i don’t want to masturbate... to some porn video of a guy who looks as similar to my hot new neighbor i just saw...i don’t want to have to touch myself to get off...

i'm tired of using my colorful mind to rape a guy with my imagination...desperately wishing it was real... and i'm soo tired of looking at videos online where guys just fuck each other and that's that..

i want some thing real... i wanna do it the way i want to do it...

i don’t want a fuck. 

i want to have mad passionate xxx and if i were to reach for the stars... i would loooove to “make” love

and that would be my ultimate pleasure...

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