Thursday, August 29, 2013

Another Year Of Blogging...



yes... ICE CREAM AND RAINBOWS is going to turn 2 this coming month of september...

and to commemorate another entire year of blogging... i have hand picked some posts from the past year that are intimately & uniquely special to me and will be adding some insightful "behind the writing" commentary as to what inspired me to write them...

looking back in retrospect... hmmm  it really does bring back a lot of memories...

i look forward to blogging  for yet another year and would also like to thank all the readers out there for reading ...

:-)

Monday, August 26, 2013

Snap...


double whammy !

wow.. this was a rare snap for me....

3 guys....

2 of them in hot skin tight tanks...

not an ounce of fat on that body... GOSH!!!!

i hope one day .. one sweet day... i'll work to have a smokin' body like that....

Friday, August 23, 2013

Family...




someone once asked me this fairly simple question…

what do you think is the meaning of ~family~ ?”

i gave her a blank stare… started to squint my eyes and maybe looked a little constipated...I just couldn’t give an answer…so She asked again but this time put a different twist on it…

” when you think ~family~ what is the first thing that comes to mind ? "

err... i still didn’t quite know how to process those words into my head… maybe the reason  being… I still don’t really know what the word ~family~ really means…

sure… mama bear + papa bear + baby bear?... that’s my simple equation for a ~family~ (i guess...?)

but then…someone wise once said to me…

 “you can't choose your family but you can you choose your friends ... and you can choose which friends to become your family”…

now I've never heard that saying before but now knowing that... made the word ~family~ just a little iddy biddy clearer to me…

:-)


Wednesday, August 21, 2013

I Had A Dream...



that i had a gun...

i slamed opened a door...

and saw david guetta in bed...

and then i shot him in the head...

(he was shirtless, white sheets... no blood splatter... no gunshot wound...)

then i made my way to his cold lifeless body and started to molest him with my face... like a feline sniffing out it’s catch of the day...then...

POOF !

i woke up... (with a semi hard on)

f.y.i... this kinda dream has happened before... except the celebrity of choice was a naked daniel craig a.k.a james bond... and i drowned him in my bathtub... then started to....

(well... you get the recurring theme right?)

:-)


Sunday, August 18, 2013

Fools...



one by one...
they come and go...
joker of a game of cards...
 and "play" is all they know...

as true as they may seem...
and sincere as they want to be...
i have learned from my mistakes...
no way in hell they can "fool" me...

there's this feeling inside...
my instincts should suffice...
shame on "you" if you fool me once...
shame on "me" if you fool me twice...

this crazy world is just so brutal...
so nothing i should be sorry for...
“move along fools”  is all i can say...
i want someone "real" and nothing more...


~ by N!LoC ~


Thursday, August 15, 2013

Truth Or Dare...


uhhh......i'll take "truth"


there was a time when i didn't really understand the meaning of... "gay"

i was a kid.. who felt abnormal... and weird...that something was not right.... because at that time.. i thought ..."boys were supposed to like girls"... "but then why did i seem to like men?" (yes.. even at a tender age of 10 i already had a tendency to lean towards older men)

i thought that i just had a thing for men in movies .. hollywood movies... "tom cruise"... playing a bartender in "COCKTAIL"...and thinking ..."DAMM i wanna order some OJ from him"

one specific moment.. when me and a group of friends all played truth or dare...and when it was my turn and i got "truth".. i tried to explain my fascination with tom cruise and hollywood men in movies...

stupid friend said.."oh so you dream of being an actor?"... and i showed a confused face..and looked at the ceiling for a few seconds....and said "hmm that's not quite it..."

then stupid friend pointed at me and shouted "YOU'RE GAAAY!!!" and burst out into hysterical laughter... (at that point .. i didn't really know what gay really meant) so i totally denied it without even breaking a sweat...

but shortly after my turn was over and stupid friend had to do a dare... i suddenly realized... privately then and there that....yikes....?

"i guess i am... gay??"

Monday, August 12, 2013

Snap...


wow...

seriously... look at that body !!!

speechless.....JUST SPEECHLESS !!!

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Touch Me...




Touch me slow...
Touch me fast...
Touch me now just make it last
 
Touch me soft...
Touch me hard...
Touch me anyway with disregard

Touch me here...
Touch me there...
Touch me and make it feel unfair...

You can touch me anywhere
Take me, make me, I don't care
Cuz I have nothing else to Bare

 so...

Touch me like a lover...
Touch me like forever...
Just touch me...
like it's our first time together...


~ by N!LoC ~



Monday, August 5, 2013

My Ulitimate Pleasure...





masturbating just doesn’t cut it for me anymore...

i mean... sure...after all is said & done ...or should i say (milked and cummed)... what is left is just the lingering feeling that only reminds me... i am still very much a virgin with no practical experience at all.

sometimes... all i want from a jack off session is a feeling of something totally mad yet sincerely passionate...loving and sensual in a "Danielle Steel" kinda way...  generally that ain’t that easy to find in porn videos online

which brings me to a thought...

maybe its because i've been there & done that... or should i say (clicked there , downloaded that) and i truly feel on such a deep-over the top-drama queen level that maybe ... just MAYBE... i’m getting too closed off from being “out there” and truly getting physical with someone...

just the other day... on my way back from my regular evening  jog... i noticed my new sexy hot neighbor out front... SHIRTLESS... washing his car... his colorful (quicksilver) Bermudas were barely hanging off his waist... exposing his (body glove) undies with a light treasure trail that lead up to a glorious tight flat glistening tummy...

in other words..... it was my (carly ray jepsen) “call me maybe” moment...

i just jogged on by... pretending not to notice (well at least tried to !)... but that little moment just made it all too clear to me...

i don’t want to masturbate... to some porn video of a guy who looks as similar to my hot new neighbor i just saw...i don’t want to have to touch myself to get off...

i'm tired of using my colorful mind to rape a guy with my imagination...desperately wishing it was real... and i'm soo tired of looking at videos online where guys just fuck each other and that's that..

i want some thing real... i wanna do it the way i want to do it...

i don’t want a fuck. 

i want to have mad passionate xxx and if i were to reach for the stars... i would loooove to “make” love

and that would be my ultimate pleasure...

Friday, August 2, 2013

Snap...


ooo this guy oozed sex appeal all the way to timbucktoo !!!

he just had to wear that tank top to show off his sexy tatoo ... (faint)

almost got caught red handed ... oops!


yes... he looked right at me...

well i didn't even care... his sexiness was giving me an adrenaline rush...

and...HEY !!! if you want to wear something like "that" out in public...

you have to expect ATTENTION

especially from horny little devils like.... ME!!!!

:-)

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