Sunday, June 30, 2013

Snap...


beautiful....

beautiful...

more beautiful...

bee youuu "T" full ......

Thursday, June 27, 2013

End Of Gays Dot Com...


profile not found



I was recently going through by past blog posts under the category “gay”… and I stumbled upon this one where I posted a picture and linking it to my gays.com profile

Well.. I guess I have to correct myself and state that I no longer have a profile on there anymore because i decided to delete it…

 (why?)

Hmmm … let’s just say that although I have gotten to know a lot of gay guys from that site both good & bad & everything in between… (4 of the good ones worth getting a shout out) 

  • A wolf
  • A terrorist
  • And 2 dinosaurs 

(well… 3 dinosaurs… if I include the wolf…who is in fact a dinosaur when the moon is not full) lol :-p

But generally for me… I just found it too moot to continue having a profile I didn’t find useful anymore… especially when there seemed to be more jerks and narcissistic @$$ holes on there than ever before…

:-)

Monday, June 24, 2013

Gone Too Soon...



Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

 ~ by  MJ ~


if i could pick one specific moment in time when i first realized how beautiful poems could be written.... by just putting out your innermost thoughts and feelings out on paper without any inhibitions holding you back...
how the right words when written in the right way could express something so amazing...

this was the "one" that started it all for me

at a young age...i was never really a fan of MJ or his music ... but growing up with an older brother who was just completely fascinated by the king of pop... i definately had my share of MJ music "residue" in the house all the time.

one day... out of pure curiosity... i put on one of his MJ "dangerous" cd and was going through the cd booklet because it had so many pretty pictures with angels and babies and fantasy - peter pan - never never land kind of images in it...(pretty pictures never fail to draw me in hihi)

then this song came on with it's disney / fairy tale like presence...

as i read along the lyrics in the booklet .. i was in awe... of the simplicity and childlike wonderment of how this song was composed...

i mean... aren't "lyrics" just basically "poems" accompanied with music read melodically aloud in a singing voice?

the lyrics were so utterly beautiful that it somehow painted a perfect picture in my imagination and led me to a place of love and innocence...

somehow though the years... i found myself writing poems from then on and i always get inspiration from the simple beauty of things in life that always seem to resonate back to the contexts of "gone to soon"...

flowers...rainbows... sunrise... sunsets... shooting stars... oceans...
the sky and the moon...

love..
life...
beauty...

and all its glory.


 Gone Too Soon ~ Michael Jackson

Thursday, June 20, 2013

To All The Boys I've Known Before...



to all the boys i’ve known before...
and those i never met before...
not sure if you were gay? which games you liked to play ?...
 to all the boys i’ve known before...

to all the boys i’ve known before...
so cute and young and wild some more...
you tell your lies then stray... love only for today...
those are the boys i’ve known before...

every boy seems to be wanting to find... a friend for a night, or a lover...
but what is the use ?... to have someone to use ?...
when they all disappear in the end ?... 

to all the boys i’ve known before...
so many but none that i... adore...
the thrill is for a day... then nothing else to say...
to all the boys i’ve known before...

~ by N!LoC ~

Monday, June 17, 2013

Snap...


oh.. look what i have here..? a guy in a tank top....

i think i'll just tag along for awhile...

through the women's lingerie section....

and down the escalator.... (for the perfect still shot)

Thursday, June 13, 2013

The Truth About Me...


sweetie pie :-)

the saying goes... “you learn something new every day”... and  i have learned something new about myself... something that i really didn’t realize until just recently...

i guess.. when it comes down to it... sometimes maybe i care too much? but more simply put.......

~ I'm just too sweet ~

(and that is exactly what gets me in trouble) because guys can easily take advantage of me and  that’s how i realized that being “too sweet” can actually be a bad thing...

when i like a guy... i instinctively get into this “sweet-caring-thoughtful” (boyfriend) mode deliberately going out of my way to do the little things that a little 7 year old boy who has his heart set on a massive crush would do...

now... there was only 1 other instance where i behaved this way... and that was with a guy who played me real good (click HERE for an illustrated storyline)... but it just goes to show that when i like a guy that much... i just let loose with my “emotional attachment” wearing my heart on my sleeve and giving it “My All”...

i don’t hold back... or even try to play “the game”... i just try my very best to be an open book..

i might be a little over “generous”... and more than a little “sentimental” right from the get go... but that’s just how i am...

and that’s the truth about me...

Monday, June 10, 2013

I Want To Be In Love...



"I'm looking for a heart of gold... I'm looking for a hand to hold...
A happy end... Strong and kind...
Somewhere to rest my troubled mind..."



Mellisa Etheridge ~ I Want To Be In Love


Thursday, June 6, 2013

I Wonder...


....... ?

what it feels like to make love to a man ?

to slowly undress him and lift the shirt up over his head to kiss his lips and taste his tongue?

i wonder how it feels like to walk my fingers down his chest and feel his beating heart? to feel every inch of flesh and muscle on his shoulders and arms...to worship his biceps and bury my face in his dark rainbow as i 
slowly get intoxicated from the raw smell of xxx...

would that SEEM dirty?... would it FEEL dirty?... would it “BE” dirty?

i also wonder how it feels like to get down on my knees? to take time and explore a place that i’ve never really discovered before... to feel a man inside me from top to bottom... throwing away all my inhibitions to enjoy the utmost physical pleasure...

i truly wonder...

what it feels like to make love to a man?


Monday, June 3, 2013

Anything For My Man...





when the sunny skies seem to have lost their blue...
and the winter nights get a little cold for you...
keep you warm is what i’d like to do...
because, anything for my man...

i know that we haven’t really had the chance...
to have that “moment” we’d like to share...
i’ve known it ever since i wrote “last dance”...
that anything‘s possible if we only dare...

i’ll shower you with kisses and make your dreams come true...
whatever you crave from me, i would gladly do...
i would even lay down and be a bottom for you...
because, anything for my man...


~ by N!LoC ~

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Snap...


Yummy...

hmm guess which guy i have my eyes on ? (giggle giggle)

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