Thursday, April 4, 2013

I Had A Dream Part 2...


"learn to love again"...


we fell asleep together with me in his arms...but i was awake enough to realize what i was "feeling"...and i was feeling what just had to be the BEST feeling in the world...his sleepy head facing mine.. with his lips gently resting on my right cheek... his right arm over me as my hands clutched his lovely forearm gently grazing his bicep

(insert my virginal “moan”)...

this guy was not that skinny yet not that much of a chub... he wasn’t quite much older than me... yet he wasn’t that much of a young one either...

(yes yes... i know i sound like baby bear from Goldilocks... giggle giggle)

laying there felt overwhelmingly like a little slice of heaven... but in the back of my mind... i was somehow conscious enough to know that this was a dream... “this is just a dream”...

and here comes the weird part...

in that heavenly moment of innocent physical intimacy...  i wanted to go further and take the next step...  i actually wanted to just take my clothes off and...(well you can safely assume what goes from there...)

but i had this guilty conscience... maybe i had a (boyfriend) or something  in the dream who was in the next moonlight darkness floating room... and i remember seeing that my door was left open and that (somebody) could walk in on me at any moment...

still feeling his lips resting on my right cheek... i cautiously moved my head towards his as he then started inching his lips closer to the corner of mine...  i felt some moistness of it all and i was scrambling complicated thoughts in my head because in complete honesty... i felt like if i were to kiss him... it would be like i was cheating (on someone)... this crazy guilty feeling came over me...

then... POOF!!!

i woke up...(and the moistness on my lips)... well that just turned out to just be my own morning drool :-/

* * *

i think i kinda know why i had this dream.... mainly because i have had that p!nk song stuck in my head for a couple of days now and have been listening to it on repeat 24/7... and probably the images of her music video just got etched into my mind and with the meaning of the song and the with all that’s going on in my personal life at the moment... it all just had to emanate somewhere ...

and i guess that’s how this dreams was born ...

:-)


4 comments:

markcut2008@yahoo.com said...

Cool

N!LoC said...

yup

fantus said...

you do know that I like the song as well???

N!LoC said...

I'm assuming the ABBA version right? Not the west life version.. Because that was more your era... (The dinasour era) lol

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