Monday, April 29, 2013

200 Blog Posts...



 and to commemorate this special day... i'm gonna shake my tutti fruitty like this....

:-p


Saturday, April 27, 2013

Snap...


apologies for not having him in focus...

this one was a 1 , 2 SNAP!!! kinda spur of the moment ...

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Why...



Why do I feel so sad ?
Moody and a little bit down
Feeling a little bit empty
A feeling that keeps coming around...

Why do I feel so lonely ?
In this little heart of mine
Why on earth do I feel this way ?
Reasons I keep trying to find...

Why do I crave closeness ?
From Someone, something, somewhere
For there's so many people around me
But not one even seems to care...

by ~ N!LoC ~

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Adventures Of Tanktop Snapping...


"tank top !!!.... twelve o' clock !!!...woof woof !!!"

i feel that it's about time i explain my uncontrollable perversion for secretly snapping pics of random guys wearing tanktops in public..

this only started once i got my iphone...and then i started to realized how discreet and convenient it was to just flip my phone out and with a press of a button ....

SNAP!!!

(then the hot guy in the tank usually gets his 5 seconds of fame on my blog... )

i must admit that i sometimes fear that i would get caught red handed... not by the guy wearing the tank (my stealth ninja skills are too good for that) but rather the person who is actually with the guy (his brother/sister/girlfriend/boyfriend etc.) which actually happened once...

i didn't realize that the guy behind me was actually mr. tanktop's older brother!!! and he kinda was staring at me while i was focusing my iphone behind his hottie of a younger brother!!! then when i realized that... i just dropped my smokey ninja gas bomb and...

POOOF!!!

(i disappeared in a cloud of glitter dust... hihihi.....)

so now i take special attention to my immediate surroundings especially those who might be behind me seeing me snap the guy in the tank in front of me...

but whatever obstacles i have to go through to get those "snaps"... it's all worth it.. because i get to share the simple pleasures of how beautiful any guy is wearing a tank top...

enjoy....

Snaps :)


Thursday, April 18, 2013

Snap...


a little too close for comfort (i know)

a little creepy of me.. (i know)

no one around at all and i still snap away !

i guess i really am a super stealth ninja snapper ! LOL

Monday, April 15, 2013

Maybe I...




maybe i...
maybe i'm not the kinda guy for you...
maybe i...
maybe i'm not the "type" you'd like to do...
 maybe i...
 maybe i... i don't need to act all "cool"...
 maybe i...
 oh baby i... i don't need to play games like you do...
maybe i...
 oh maybe i... i'm not the one who is the fool...
maybe i...
 maybe i have something more than you do...
baby i...
oh baby i... i have a heart that's pure and true...
baby i...
 maybe i... maybe i'll write this one for you...
                                                                                                            by ~ N!LoC
 

Thursday, April 11, 2013

20,000 And Counting...


and still counting...

20 000...

wow...

so i guess to commemorate this amazing milestone... i feel like it should only be fitting for me to give an oscar / grammy'esque awards acceptance speech again right?? hehehe ... ok here it goes

(**audiences gasps as i trip on my donatella versace haute coture gown on my way up the steps to the stage ala' jennifer lawrence)

(applaud starts again then slowly fades)

"first and foremost i would like to thank god... for blessing me with this innate ability to write and put my feelings so effortlessly into words ...

big thanks to BLOGGER a.k.a BLOGSPOT...if it wasn't for you... i would be using wordpress (giggle giggle)

a huge shout out to GOOGLE for linking some of the weirdest key word searches i have ever seen back to my blog !

thank you FACEBOOK for allowing me to start a GAYBLOGS reference page... BESTMALE blogs for directing gay traffic my way... SITEMETER for letting me spy on recent visitors...

PLU blogs for the never ending ranking system...(you make me feel like i'm competing on the billboard hot 100 charts!  hehehe)

and last but not least...

the readers...

the random readers... the one time readers... and the regular readers ...

i don't want to drop any names... but i guess i can point out a certain "wolf" ... a "terrorist" ...a smiling "jamie"... a "ginger" man... and a few ancient "dinosaurs"...

but to one very special dinosaur in particular... who has been right there reading my blog since day one... you are always reading "anonymously" ... and i want to thank you for your loyal continuous support... i am so proud to have you as my number one fan..."

(blows a kiss to the audience as the orchestra music starts playing me out...)


Monday, April 8, 2013

Snap...


dinosaur sighting !!...

a rare trim and fit dinosaur !!!

i hope i look half as fit when i'm his age...

Thursday, April 4, 2013

I Had A Dream Part 2...


"learn to love again"...


we fell asleep together with me in his arms...but i was awake enough to realize what i was "feeling"...and i was feeling what just had to be the BEST feeling in the world...his sleepy head facing mine.. with his lips gently resting on my right cheek... his right arm over me as my hands clutched his lovely forearm gently grazing his bicep

(insert my virginal “moan”)...

this guy was not that skinny yet not that much of a chub... he wasn’t quite much older than me... yet he wasn’t that much of a young one either...

(yes yes... i know i sound like baby bear from Goldilocks... giggle giggle)

laying there felt overwhelmingly like a little slice of heaven... but in the back of my mind... i was somehow conscious enough to know that this was a dream... “this is just a dream”...

and here comes the weird part...

in that heavenly moment of innocent physical intimacy...  i wanted to go further and take the next step...  i actually wanted to just take my clothes off and...(well you can safely assume what goes from there...)

but i had this guilty conscience... maybe i had a (boyfriend) or something  in the dream who was in the next moonlight darkness floating room... and i remember seeing that my door was left open and that (somebody) could walk in on me at any moment...

still feeling his lips resting on my right cheek... i cautiously moved my head towards his as he then started inching his lips closer to the corner of mine...  i felt some moistness of it all and i was scrambling complicated thoughts in my head because in complete honesty... i felt like if i were to kiss him... it would be like i was cheating (on someone)... this crazy guilty feeling came over me...

then... POOF!!!

i woke up...(and the moistness on my lips)... well that just turned out to just be my own morning drool :-/

* * *

i think i kinda know why i had this dream.... mainly because i have had that p!nk song stuck in my head for a couple of days now and have been listening to it on repeat 24/7... and probably the images of her music video just got etched into my mind and with the meaning of the song and the with all that’s going on in my personal life at the moment... it all just had to emanate somewhere ...

and i guess that’s how this dreams was born ...

:-)


Monday, April 1, 2013

I Had A Dream Part 1...


"it's been written in the stars"...

i had a dream...

that i was in my room... my childhood room in the home that i once grew up in back in the day...

but my room was deconstructed in a very artistic  fantasy kinda way... i had no roof above and my windows and walls were partially missing... and my maroon colored metal frame bed was in the center floating around in a calm sea of moonlight darkness... very much similar to p!nk’s music video “just give me a reason

there was a guy on my bed... a latino guy with glasses ... wearing a black and white striped t-shirt that was fairly loose fitting very similar to a shirt i always wore as a kid except mine was navy blue...  

(and it still amazes me how much nitty gritty detail i can recall from a dream i just had)

anyways...me and him were sitting on my bed... having a conversation about the weather... and how he said that there might  be a storm coming soon (and i distinctly remember looking up at my roofless ceiling and gazing up at the full moon...)

then i might have rolled my eyes at him or something because he then made a comment about how bitchy i was being and had a laugh about it... i assured him that my eye rolls are just something that i do... kinda like a “tick” of a habit... as we laughed about it.. and he said that i was really "cute" and he liked that...  :-)

feelings were running high...

sparks of chemistry flashed through me... 

i closed my eyes... 

and next thing i knew... 

we were laying together...

with me in his arms....


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