Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Where Does My Heart Beat Now...



Where Does My Heart Beat Now ~ Celine Dion

"so much to believe in... we were lost in time... everything i needed fell into your eyes... always thought of keeping your heart next to mine... but now it seems so far away... don't know how love could leave without a trace... where do silent hearts go ? where does my heart beat now ? where is the sound that only echoes through the night ?... "

Sunday, February 24, 2013

I Had A Dream...


*moan *moan

I was in bed with a guy…

And we were both naked…

It began with me pinning his hands down up over his head and going straight for his left pit… I was nibbling so delicately on his fine blonde pit hairs which I guess was just the beginning of my dream foreplay…

Then suddenly he turned on me and did the same…except he went straight to nibbling on a rather peculiar part of my body… my left side - below my rib cage - just above my kidney

(here is where it gets weird)

As he started nibbling on that peculiar part of my body… the nibbling then turned into licking…and his tongue seemed to go from 0-60 mph… it almost felt like a vibrating massager!

At one point he was going at it so fast and furious… I thought he was gonna burn a whole through me!

My whole body seemed to stiffen up and I was arching my back in pure "discomfort" rather than extreme "pleasure" as he continued gnawing at me with his energizer bunny tongue! then...

Poof!

I woke up… and I actually felt the aftermath of that insanely weird dream… (yes… my back was actually cramping and sore for some weird reason…)

Gosh… the guy in my dream must have found me so irresistibly “yummy” to have wanted to give me a thousand licks!


Thursday, February 21, 2013

Snap...


ellow luv !

nice grey tank you have there !

and your sling bag strap looks real good over your body ! (giggle giggle)

Monday, February 18, 2013

And Another Hallmark Moment...


when all the leaves fall off... the flower still blossoms...

"for someone special..."

"what a bright world this would be if every life could be touched by someone like you..."

"wishing you life's very best - no one deserves it more..."

"happy valentine's day "


*(a valentine's day card someone special in my life sent to me that just melted my heart into bittersweet chocolate ganache)

Thursday, February 14, 2013

The Journey...


wishing all you readers a happy and romantic valentine's day... this poem and accompanied home made video was inspired by my own journey... and all i want to say is...

"never EVER stop believing in love"

 :-)

video


Main Theme from "The Notebook"

Video & Story by ~ N!LoC


Monday, February 11, 2013

Sorry...




I’m sorry for a lot of things, things that are hard for me to explain...
like all the drama that I caused, and for always pointing the blame...
I’m sorry for all the hurt, knowing I too, caused you such pain...
so many things I’m sorry for, so sorry that it feels like rain...

I’m sorry that it took you this long to finally let me know...
that you really did fall in love with me but just could never tell me so...
I’m sorry that you once had to say goodbye, even though I never did let go...
but through all the hurt, pain and sorrow, it only helped me grow...

I’m sorry for then wanting more from you, more love… more affection… more time 
and when you just couldn’t give me that, I felt so lost and left behind...
I’m sorry for so many other reasons, reasons I keep trying to find...
like how so very foolish I was, to think that you were still mine...

I’m so sorry, and that’s what I want to say...
for everything between hell and heaven above...
but the one thing that I'm not sorry for... 
is that I’m not sorry for my... "love"


~ by N!LoC ~



Friday, February 8, 2013

Snap...


look at those broad shoulders...

and those nice long legs...

and such a tiny waistline...

and...

perky ass too !

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Dear God...



(if i wrote an open letter to god...  this is pretty much what i would say...)

Dear god,

please give me the strength to mend this broken heart of mine...
i don't know how to get through all the hurt and pain anymore...
i need your light to shine on me now more than ever ...
please guide me to a path that leads me to love...

i know i was put on this earth to love a man with all my heart and soul...
and i know that is why you have blessed me by having to live this life as a gay boy...
my faith in you has no doubts...i believe in the journey that you have set out for me...
and i know i will eventually find my way...
through all the tears i have cried and the sorrow i have dealt...

love will be the gift you give me...
and i will be ready to receive it from you...
because i trust in you...

dear god...


Monday, February 4, 2013

More Tall Dark And Handsome...


matt boomer (white collar)
Matt Dallas (kyle XY) ~ jonathan barret (mean girls)
christopher gorham (covert affairs) ~ max greenfield (new girl)

paul rudd ( object of my affection) ~ justin long (jeepers creepers)

Christopher meloni (law & order SVU) ~ david schwimmer (f.r.i.e.n.d.s.)
ty burell ( modern family) ~ jim carey ( bruce almighty)

and click here
for the original batch of hotties!


Friday, February 1, 2013

Another Try...




the sun seems to be setting soon...
so i guess i’ll take an evening walk...  
as the sun slowly gives way to the moon...
my inner self begins to talk...

i ponder on things that are on my mind...
 as i feel the winds blowing strongly my way...
emotions take over and i suddenly find...
myself feeling the way when i wrote "Astray"...

forgiveness - contempt...
hurt, pain and sorrow...
resentment - bitter silence...
then tears soon follow...

i lift my head up and look to the sky...
and see a bird flying freely up so high...
it inspires me to believe and not ask "why"...
just believe, have faith, & to give love...
another try...


~ by N!LoC ~ 


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