Monday, December 31, 2012

Happy New Year...


well... this is it... the last blog post of 2012 !


what a roller coaster ride for a year eh? i do believe that around this time last year i was blogging about how boring life was but little did i realize... my life was anything but boring... i was just not opening my eyes as to what i was really experiencing ... and that experience was... just “life” as it is...

so many things i have learnt in this past year alone... so much wisdom has been gained from insightful people i have met and known along the way... people who i believe that i just had to experience like:

 “B”...even through all the confusion... i came out knowing what i really wanted...who i really am... and how the definition of LOVE can be either completely meaningful or completely meaningless when you learn to trust your instincts... i got to see myself through a looking glass and that made me realize a lot looking back on how i behaved in the past...

or “W”... who was the person who gave me a shoulder to cry on even when my own “friend” couldn’t even lend me a listening ear... i will forever remember that kindness and a good heart can still be found in places where you least expect it and that sometimes you just need to believe that chivalry is not dead even if nowadays it really seems to be that way...

a “D” who just solidified the fact that nothing good can come from meeting up guys from grindr... and that you have to learn how to spot a jerk even if he is only a mile away... these type of jerks are the best kind of actors and the gay world is nothing but their stage to play in...

an“O”... oh oh oh... how much i have realized that i really have come a long way from my "ugly duckling syndrome" days... it almost feels weird to help someone else in the body-image & self esteem department when i myself am still just starting to overcome my own inner self hating bully...

and lastly...

a...“J”... who has been such a prominent figure of youth, wisdom and endless positivity... someone who i have grown to respect even more than ever over this past year... 

so with that being said... who knows what 2013 might bring? and to quote something a wise man once said to me:

"the possibilities are endless"

:-)


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