Thursday, November 29, 2012

Soulmate...



"in this day and time... the right one is hard to find
and that’s why i’m holding on to u...
because each and every night... when i turn out the lights
there’s no mistake in what i have is true..."


 Soulmate ~ Josh Turner


Monday, November 26, 2012

Scent Of A Man...


flashback...


(my very first job fresh out of college was at a luxury men's boutique...)

and due to the nature of that environment... i may have deviantly abused my perks of the job and sniffed some of the distracted-preoccupied male customers' shirts in the fitting room...

yes i am guilty...(bite me)

but i just have to say...there is something so orgasmic about smelling a used shirt of a man...

the after hint of his cologne and his eau "naturale" pheromones and traces of sweat...

the feel of his shirt still warm from his body heat...makes my senses go wild... my eyes roll to the back of my head as i die in orgasmic ecstasy..

(i sometimes go crazy wondering how the random guy standing across the room from me smells like....)

it makes me glad to be gay... and attracted to men because...

man is beautiful...

man is strong...

man is beast...

man smell good...

(sometimes bad)

but mmmmm still all goood...


Friday, November 23, 2012

Snap...


what a view....

lean on that rail baby... mmmm....

lean baby... LEAN....

i wish those were my hands grabbing those beautiful guns...

and the brand of tanktop is "diesel"...

nice tight ass too .....

and....exhale.....(sigh)....

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

That's The Way Love Goes...



DISCLAIMER

This video contains images of men engaging in suggestive acts, including gay sexually oriented material
Please leave now if you are offended by such material, or if you are under the age of 18




That's The Way Love Goes ~ Janet Jackson

video by ~ N!LoC


Wednesday, November 14, 2012

All By Myself...




you know that CELINE DION song all by myself ? the one where she sings...
"when i was young... i never needed anyone..
making love... was just for fun.... those days are gone.."
(well.. whenever i lip synced to that song... i always sang it a little differently...)
"when i was young... i never needed anyone...
m@$+ur8@+!ng... was for fun... those days are gone..."
you see...in high school when i discovered m@$+ur8@+!ng (a little late i know) .... i would fantasize about my guy friends shirtless while i jacked off.. it was weird at first.. (jacking off while thinking of my guy friends?)...it almost felt WRONG!

i even made up some sort of dramatic notion that it was a true sin to jack off and it was truly the work of the devil... it was the big bad devil that was possessing me to touch myself...

(little did i know... i was just being a "horny little devil") no big deal right !?

hi hi hi :-)

you know...when i was in college.. i actually had urges of hooking up with total strangers and having one night stands with any random hot guy i saw... (it was just all my raging hormones...and also maybe me just being a little desperate as well...)

but... after a while.. it just felt natural.. like.. it's just me.. maturing physically.. and understanding my sexuality and urges...letting my fantasies run wild ....(if only in my head)

Monday, November 12, 2012

Snap...


his tanktop was turquoise but seeing him made me color blind...

(....inhale)

just another candid snap of a guy wearing a tanktop at the mall ....

i really commend him for having the "guts" to tuck in that tanktop in his tight blue jeans....

tank top + pair of jeans..

what a deadly combination....

(exhale.....)


Thursday, November 8, 2012

Google Search...







these are some of the search words typed in from random people all over the world who got  redirected to my blog

"his shaved pit"... ?

"tanktop shirtless bra equivalent"... ?

hmm thanks alot GOOGLE !

hihihi

:-)




Monday, November 5, 2012

Cloud Number 9...


 

i lost myself on cloud number 9...

above the misty pink blue sky...

when i came back down... i was surprised to find...

my foolish heart... missed being up so high...

confused and puzzled like a young little boy...

i wondered each day if that cloud was gone...

but little did i know... i would feel such joy...

to know that cloud number 9... was with me all along...


~ by N!LoC ~


Thursday, November 1, 2012

Snap...


the moment this guy walked in.. my eyes were like... BOOM BOOM POW!

so.. then i got up and took my sweet time to walk out of the restaurant...s l o w l y

and TA DAAH!!!

this is my very first ever snap of a guy from the front...

thank god he was fumbling with his iphone...

he didn't even realize i was taking a snap of him...

ooooo he has such pretty eyes...

if only i could join him for a drink...

(sigh).....

:-)


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