Monday, October 29, 2012

100 Blog Posts...



wow... have i really reached my 100th post already???

about a year ago...i promised myself early on to keep consistent in my blogging and so i guess the “ 10 posts per month” principle rule i set for myself really paid off...

i actually had concerns if i was gonna be able to pull off writing 10 posts per month... i had my doubts.. but then again... i never really doubted my self...

blogging has honestly been a new found joy ... something that really just happened out of pure boredom... which in turn ... transpired into something so wonder full... creative... inspirational and into a great hobby...yes... somebody call  911... i actually found a new hobby !!!!  (giggle giggle)...

so... i am gonna give myself a pat on the back... and toast my glass of orange juice...to writing up another 100 more

oh and by the way...

 i guess i also discovered another hobby i like to call “snapping” ... which really evolved soon after i started blogging...  just see for yourself... hihihi

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*as i finished writing that... i just noticed that it's actually a hundred posts for 2012... which shortly there after i REALIZED that there were another forty posts from 2011... so really... it's technically errr...140 posts in total...

gosh... sometimes i can be such a B!MbO !.... with really bad math... urgh... oh well... happy 140th !!! blog post then (giggle giggle)   

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Asian Boys...


this is a *special request from a reader who enjoyed my last video so much that he suggested i do one with a different "flavor"...

so ... to all the rice queens out there...

this one's for you !!!

XOXO


video


What Is Love ~ Exo-K

video by ~ N!LoC


Monday, October 22, 2012

I Had A Dream...




The dream began with me being at my old high school (a place where I have had constant recurring dreams throughout the years)…

the final bell rang and school was over… and I was rushing out of the classroom into the open field when I noticed there was a guy from a distance walking then rushing towards me… I started to run… faster and faster as he started chasing me all the way to the back gate of the school yard…

I ran through the zebra crossing to this this convenient store right across from the school (a place that has been my pick up spot for many years)…

then the guy who was chasing me suddenly appeared behind me and then shocked as I was because he was a rather good looking young dude... (wearing a red t shirt with black and silver slash motifs with a hoodie and I can’t believe that actually remembered those details !)

It turned out that he wasn’t chasing after me... he was actually after another guy and pointed towards him (who was waiting for a big yellow school bus) that was arriving at the pickup spot…

then I asked “what is it you want with him?"

and he said “if I told you… I would have to …"

(then I ad libbed for him and said)....

 “yeah yeah… if I told you I would have to kill you”…

then…

KABOOM!!!! 

The big yellow school bus suddenly exploded into flames right in front of my eyes…

(here is the weird part)

suddenly this guy (who was just the biggest notorious - but misunderstood - bully throughout my school life) suddenly appeared in front of me in a blink… then I pulled him to the side and started consoling him because he was crying and weeping saying that all his friends were in that school bus…

I somehow pulled out a strawberry lollipop from my hands (out of nowhere like a magic trick) and gave it to him as he started to suck on it like a baby…

Poof ! (I woke up)….

Thursday, October 18, 2012

What Love Means To Me...




I’d like to think that love is like a tree... it grows and blossoms over time... it needs a firm and rich foundation for its roots to fully spread strongly on the ground...

for it to grow... it needs a little sunshine...and a little rain...it needs calm clear days for it to reach for the sky... and it needs windy tempests to keep it flexible and make it strong...

I’d also like to think that a loving relationship is like a beautiful garden that surrounds the tree... a garden that you’ve planted together with your guy...

planting flowers in that garden ever so often so the weeds don’t pop up... but even when they do (as inevitable in all relationships)... pluck them out knowing that fairy tales and prince charming may not always be the truth... but the magic of a true connection outshines even the best of all fairy-tales...

Monday, October 15, 2012

I Am Number 9...




for some reason... there has been an unprecedented surge of readers from PLU blogs that clicked my page which made me crack into the their top ten... yahoo!!

(well it was only for a couple of days... but it sure felt good ! )

T H A N K U P L U B L O G R E A D E R S !!!!

Friday, October 12, 2012

Snap...


ooo

ahhhh

now this guy was a tricky one...

he caught my attention in a split second... he had this whole casual demeanor about his sexiness...

he didn't have to even try to be sexy....

he just is....

(f.y.i. i could have gotten amazing close up snaps of his bicep on the escalator but his brother was behind me so i couldn't go crazy $naPParAzZi on him... urgh!)


Tuesday, October 9, 2012

I Like Armpits...


so beautiful... i could faint....

my knees start to tremble when i see a guy, shirtless or in a tanktop...but what can actually make my heart skip a beat...

is seeing his armpit...


so beautiful... i could DIE...


now what is it about that particular hollow place under a man's arm that turns me on?

i honestly don't know how to describe it .. and i can't even put it into words...

but all i know is... a man's armpit is one thing that makes my fantasies run wild...


the infamous "flex" and "hands behind head" pose...


isn't it obvious???

guys just do that to practically say... "look at my pits!!!... and get a wif of all my manliness!!!"

it's so erotic...like casting a spell on me...in a hypnotic kinda way...

the way guys just nonchalantly expose their pits drives me absolutely to the edge...

it really is the very essence of a man...


proof that there is beauty in "darkness"...


there are more than ten million ways i could make love to a man and his pit... i could do things that i probably shouldn't mention...

i just want to take it all in... oooo00000 smell every trace of sweat and pheromone...

taste every last strand of pit hair...

(whoops! i guessed i mentioned 2 already ) hihi


beautiful... just beautiful.. what more can i say really?






and above of all...

I LIKE ARMPITS !!!

Saturday, October 6, 2012

Life Is Like A Dream...






life is like a dream...

a dream so real...

something you can touch...

but far beyond to feel...

this dream is yet to come...

don't let it pass me by...

then life shall be uncovered...

this dream is not a lie...


~ N!LoC ~


Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Monday, October 1, 2012

A Wish To Remember...





as a child i used to look forward to birthdays... mainly because every birthday up until my 9th was a celebration and a party and of course...all those birthday PRESENTS!!! 

then as the candles on my birthday cake grew to double digits over the years... the parties seemed to become more of a hassle and headache... because drama always ensued as to who i did or did NOT invite...(the whole pre-teen middle school classroom politics) and yada yada yada...

then after my sweet 16 came and went... i found myself experiencing my college years and birthdays just seemed to be just a simple/fancy dinner with friends and their (plus ones)...

gifts didn’t really seem at the top of my list anymore and i didn’t mind that perfect strangers were celebrating my special day with me... but i did notice a shift of excitement when it was finally time for the birthday cake to come out from the restaurant kitchen as the waiters started singing that dreadful birthday song at the top of their lungs making everyone there look my way...

it was embarrassing ... and i hated it...

i don’t know why... but i hated it so bad...i kinda slowly lost my desire to celebrate my special day...

so from then on... i slowly downsized my birthdays to just a few close friends... then to just family...then to just nothing at all (yes i don’t have any celebrations whatsoever anymore)...but i do still get an occasional gift from a friend (yes... just one)... and last year  i got a rather beautiful bouquet of flowers from (**someone special)...

that midnight when i got a text message from (**someone special)... it was a birthday wish... 

and it read :-

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY... i’m so glad for today... because today is the day you were born... for if you weren’t born... i would have never gotten to know you...”

(a birthday is first and foremost to celebrate the day you were born... and through the years i got so caught up with expectations of gifts and middle school politics to restaurant embarrassment to just dreading getting officially older by the year... that i forgot what a day of "being born" was all about...)

and that hallmark moment from (**someone special) was and always will be...

 a wish to remember...

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