(i just looked blankly at him thinking is this really happening???)
he kept on pleading (but i was too stunned to hear what he was saying)... then he said something that was really the turning point of the whole situation.. he said these magic words :-
"if you don' t trust me ... you can tie my hands up"
(OH DEAR LORD !!!.. how the ? why the ? what the hell???... i have such a weakness for "kink" and i couldn't believe he just said that to me!!!.. this was all getting a little too overwhelming that somehow turned into my favor..)
then if you think that wasn't enough... he immediately went down on both his knees and put his wrists together and offered them to me and started begging...
"please..." (with his puppy dog eyes filled with extreme horny desperation)
by that moment i was thinking with my "d!<k" and not my "head"... i was running on full adrenaline...the sight of him on his knees submitting himself to me was in fact one of my lifelong fantasies that i just couldn't believe this was actually happening to me in a such a weird unprecedented way.. i thought this was the kinda stuff that only happens in cheesy PORN MOVIES!!!!
(now... what happened later between us was quite obvious...i gave him what he wanted and i got to try out some of my life long fantasies with him... and through all that... i am still technically considered a "virgin" as i write this post today...)
the next night i got a text from him :-
"so u like to play slave and master eh :-)"
i didn't reply... and that was the last i ever heard or seen from him...but i must admit.. there were times when i found myself wanting to text him for a late night "booty call".. but the sexual encounter we had wasn't all that i hoped it would be...i lived out a dark fantasy of mine.. but something just didn't feel right... so i made a promise to myself... that the next guy i would ever play kinky soft core s&m with would be with someone i know and trust and maybe even hopefully...