Thursday, March 29, 2012

The Little Mermaid...


"wandering free..."
"wish i could be..."
"part of your world..."
(Part Of Your World ~ The Little Mermaid)
those were the lines that ariel sang with flounder looking on... i didn't know what "world" i wanted to be in.. but i sure was determined to experience those things when i grew up...

that movie was one of the first memories i remember as to when i felt i was gay... i found prince eric utterly ...dashing.. king triton amazingly buff for a merman his age...and the thought of all mermen being shirtless 24/7 (yes.. my eyes were glued to the mer~MEN not the mer~MAIDS)

and never once... did i have a horny moment seeing ariel in her sea shell bra...

after all these years.. he still turns me on....oooo so handsome!

and the whole part about having to make a guy to fall in love with u to get your voice back and break the curse... OMG... that is what dreams are made of...

if only it was that simple to make a guy fall in love with you.. (sigh)


Tuesday, March 27, 2012

I Want You To Need Me...


"the way that i TASTE you FEEL you BREATHE you NEED you..."

honestly...some songs can be just so underrated...and celine definitely has a quite a bunch of them...

this particular one hits home because... well...i'm naturally a "needy" kinda guy....and i ain't ashamed to admit it... (i also find "needy" guys such a turn on)...

i could see myself being in that  music video taking celine's place and singing my heart out... genuinely meaning every line...

word for word...



I Want You To Need Me ~ Celine Dion


Monday, March 26, 2012

I Like Potatoes...



but i'm no potato queen ....

i always thought i was one.... but i have come to realize... with every day that goes by..and with all the guys that pass by... i seem to look at just "guys"...period...

i could spot a hot caucasian guy out from the corner of my eye.. a mile away... but then again...i could spot a hot asian guy out from the corner of my eye..2 miles away just as easily...
it really doesn't matter what flavor the guy is... as long as he's wearing a singlet..tanktop..wife beater...or just anything without "sleeves" is definitely gonna grab my attention pronto!

there is just something so alluring about a guy showing off those biceps and triceps and everything in "between"...doesn't matter how much muscle mass he has... as long as there is enough surface area of skin exposed... i'll be down with it...

just like what kryptonite does to superman.... tanktops will do to me... (i literally get weak in the knees..)..and the most powerful version of my kryptonite would have to be the......."MANderware"
have you ever seen a man in a business shirt or polo tee and underneath you somehow to manage to see the outline of his singlet...? hugging his body like a second skin...(weak in my knees...i tell ya!!!)

and how some guys just wear those tanktops bought from the underwear section of the men's department and wear it as outerwear... especially with the ones that don't have any side seams...ooo sometimes i just wanna touch   :) 

Thursday, March 22, 2012

The Little Things...



pink yet lavender

the very first time i received flowers from a guy... was a moment i'll never forget...

i always thought it was so clich'e for people to get flowers....but i am starting to realize that the gesture of giving someone flowers is actually quite meaningful...

flowers symbolize a lot of things...depending on color and type...one thing i have come to realize (after getting a few bouquets over the past year) is that.....before you know it.. after they bloom... they will slowly start to wilt... dry out...and eventually die...

when i got my lovely "pink yet lavender" roses this past valentine's day...i only had a moment to appreciate the beautiful arrangement and wrapping... because i knew those roses had to be taken out and put in water a.s.a.p ...

i also found myself glancing at them as much as i could throughout the day "just because"

it's just one of those things in life that makes u cherish "the little things"...

Monday, March 19, 2012

Snap...



target identified : sensors over heating !



bad boys are hot as HELL...

i use the word "bad" simply because this bad boy has the...

gangster haircut - check

fancy chain around neck - check

fancy tatoos- check

sexy (as HELL) tank top - check

well...that's bad enough for me :-)

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Disney Hunks...


"mirror mirror on the wall...who is the seXiest of them all.....?

oh..disney...what you do to a gay boi like me.....you instill so much beauty and magic of the male existence...through your classic fairy tale characters... weather they may be beggars or thieves....


flynn rider of TANGLED

aladdin of ALADDIN

or strong...hunky....independent....powerful.....masculine....captains...


captain john smith of POCAHONTAS

phoebus of THE HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAME

or... every little gay fairy's dream....a handsome prince...to come to your rescue...


prince eric of THE LITTLE MERMAID

prince philip of SLEEPING BEAUTY 

and most of all...a body so beautiful...that only a son of a greek god would possess...with a pose so striking... it can melt little gay hearts all throughout the generations for all eternity...


hercules of HERCULES

sigh.... (melt into a puddle of fairy dust...)

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Where Is The Love...




i feel  that the world seemed to be a much kinder place ...

a stranger's smile is so rare to come by nowadays...

and people who you let into your heart and become friends with ...seemed like a good idea until they show their true colors and make you wonder " why did i ever consider" them as friends in the first place...

i constantly meet judgmental and shallow people who just don't quite get me... maybe it's because i don't look a certain way.. or act a certain way... or talk a certain way...(and the list goes on and on and on and on..)

yes...sometimes i feel that this world can be a really cold place...

but maybe i am just not that lucky to have found a circle of genuine people who makes life a little more worth while... although  i do have to give a shout out to:-

 ~wolfie~ #osama#  & *urkel*... because thinking of you  guys makes me believe that maybe...JUST MAYBE... chivalry is not dead after all...  

i may not want to admit it but.. sometimes i actually miss being an infant... when all my needs were met with not having to give anything in return.. i was born into a life where someone gave me unconditional love right from the start...

and going through life now... you might not really get that feeling ever again unless maybe if you find your soul mate or "the one" or whatever else you want to call it...

as an infant ...i was in a state of nirvana...i was showered with love and people around me seemed to show the kindness and compassion...

i keep asking myself nowadays ... where is the love in the world?...

because i can still believe... but i'm not so sure i want to anymore...



Celine Dion ~ Where Is The Love

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Where I Belong...


"even guys like me... don't want guys like me......"


that was the line that standford said to charlotte in sex and the city (the series)....and i had a light bulb moment.... because ...omg... that was so true!!!

all through the years i've spent posting my innocent virginal profile on several gay dating sites.. wishing and hoping that i would catch someones eye..but all the guys that would hit me up would be older men...uncles....grandpas....santa clauses....and the occasional "finger licking good"...colonel sanders..

~why do i always attract this specific pool of fishies??

~why aren't any of the young fishies in to me??

~why are most of the older fishies that hit me up ..usually caucasian??

(although i did have one guy from hong kong who was into me...but i guess he only liked me because he had a fetish for long haired boys...and it just so happened my profile pic that time was me ....during my "long hair" era) ...we kinda lost touch in the end... and i never knew if it was because i cut my hair short..or we just talked about the weather too much

and you know you are in a rut..when you have nothing much to say to each other and start talking about the "weather"...(sigh)

and being a gay asian male like myself ...i've always felt shoved at the very bottom of the pecking order in the "gay scene"... i've been to gay clubs where i've been so invisible..i might as well be casper the friendly ghost...(at least then i would get to be friends with christina ricci)...

and when i would hit the dance floor to start my " bump and grind" session.. guys would actually SLOWLY MOVE AWAY...and some would actually stop dancing altogether!!!!

am i that repulsive??? am i just not "HAWT" enough to be firing up the dance floor??

i am not like some of those lousy auditioning dancers on SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE in denial...!! i can actually shake my bon bon like a frickin PUSSYCAT DOLL!!!!.... (i have trophies to proof and back that up)

i ain't kidding...i even know the whole SINGLE LADIES dance routine by heart!!!

(sigh)

after years of soul searching...and slowly growing out of my "JAIL BAIT" looking years ....i've finally come to a conclusion that took me just a little too long to discover...

there is only one place where i truly belong....a place where i will never ever be invisible...a place where the more "carbohydrates" the better...

and that place is called...

"the land of the RICE QUEENS"....... (insert glittering holy choir chorus)

:)

Monday, March 5, 2012

Thank You Again...


like a slap in the face...

it's just one of those ironic "moments" that just keep happening to me time after time again...

in a previous post called THANK YOU i described a certain moment where "thank you" was said to me in the most inappropriate way...

this time around... (you'd think i would have learnt my lesson)... and instead of setting myself up like a "fly" to a venus "fly" trap...i threw caution to the wind..and threaded carefully ..but still i found myself winding up with the short end of the stick...

in a perfect world... where fairy tales and dreams come true... beautiful moments are created ...  for example:-


when the prince says..."i love you" the princess replies with a..."i love you too"...


and when the hero says..."i miss you" the fair maiden replies with a...."i miss you too"...

but unfortunately for me:-


when i said "i love you"... i got a "thank you" ...


and when i said "i've missed you"... i got ..... a "THANK YOU ".... (yet again).....

next time... i'm seriously considering saying "F#%k YOU" to see what response i can get...

(just one of those moments in life where you just have to laugh about it... because that's all i can do at the moment)





Thursday, March 1, 2012

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