Wednesday, February 1, 2012

A Friend Part 1...




in past posts like ...MATCH THE FOLLOWING... PICTURE THIS and HEART OF STONE... i may have vented bitter feelings about certain friendships... one "friend" in particular...

but as the days go by...i slowly realize that "friends" aren't really supposed to say things like that... i am the type of person who takes things with a grain of salt but somehow i just can't get past those comments that were said to me...

i remember the time when i finally decided to come out of the closet ...and without hesitating..i chose to come out to her first...but before i even had the chance to tell her... she berated me by making me feel like it was "wrong" to be myself...

"it's the way you dress...the way u walk...the way you talk..."

"you have to change yourself...stop being so girly"

"stop wearing clothes that make you look like a nerd!!! ... go to the gym and buff up your body!!!... be more out-going"

"get a new hairstyle... use contacts instead of specs... you need a TOTAL MAKEOVER..."

"INSIDE AND OUT !!!"
inside and out?...gee?... if i needed to change myself that much...wouldn't it be easier to just get a whole new "friend" altogether? (saves the time and effort right???)

just for comic relief... when i finally told her i was gay... the first thing she said to me was...

"aha!!! ...you love to f*ck @ss!!!...i knew it!!!"
CONTINUED IN PART 2

CONTINUED IN PART 3

2 comments:

jamiessmiles said...

Yeah she does not sound like much of a friend. I believe a friend should be honest and even tell you what you don't want to hear, but also see the great in you even you may not see. Otherwise why are they your friend. Hope you find someone more on your side.

N!LoC said...

Yeah... She hasn't really been a friend to me lately ... Sad but true...
:-(

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