Sunday, February 26, 2012

Sing Me Some Kink...



i'm sure "ginger" was backstage training a red head
 

Holler~Spice Girls

"I wanna make you holler and hear you
scream my name
I’ll give you rules to follow
So you can play my game
Imagine us together me driving you insane
You will give in to me
Don’t be afraid to play my game"

***

Sexy Back~Justin Timberlake

"Dirty babe
You see the shackles
Baby I’m your slave
I’ll let you whip me if I misbehave
It’s just that no one makes me feel this way"

***

S&M~Rihanna

"Cause I may be bad
But I’m perfectly good at it
Sex in the air
I don’t care
I love the smell of it
Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But chains and whips
Excite me"

***

janet strikes a pose with invisible handcuffs
 

Feedback~Janet Jackson

"Before we go any more further
Let me put you up on this secret babe
I like novelties so appeasing
Feed my fetish please
Satisfy me babe"

***

For Your Entertainment~Adam Lambert

"Oooh, do you know what you got into? Can you handle what I’m about to do? ‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you I’m here for your entertainment Oooh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet ‘Ya fallen angel swept ya off ya feet Well I’m about to turn up the heat I’m here for your entertainment "

***

blindfolds as shades.. oooooo
 

Justify My Love~Madonna

"Poor is the man
Whose pleasures depend
On the permission of another
Love me, that's right, love me
I wanna be your baby"

***

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

The Beautiful Ones...




i just saw "no brain" pass by... and he looked amazing .... i guess... because he was in a black tanktop exposing a tattoo i never knew he had...it was at the back of his shoulder blade...and exposing his skinny arms and his new black hair do ... (i never liked his blonde semi posh spice pob circa "moving to hollywood" hair cut)

and just that easily... my heart started to beat just a little faster...

why the hell do i always feel like that over a guy in a tank top...?

maybe i should add that on to my fetish list...
  • handcuffs
  • blindfold
  • leather collar
  • gag ball
  • TANKTOPS
i remember it so clearly... when i was a young little boy.. rummaging through my mom's stash of "her world" magazines.. and i happened to come across this article about women who are over powering and controlling and men who give in to them...

rightfully so... they showed a photo spread of a shirtless guy on a beach with a dog collar and a leash and the girl was walking him like a slave...

something came over me and i never felt so turned on before... i had a rush of feelings even i didn't understand at that time..

fast forward to the present... and back to seeing "no brain" pass me by... in his "all black ensemble" ... i couldn't help myself.... my insides were screaming...SEX SEE BOY SEX SEE BOY

and boy oh boy did i "see" him....

Saturday, February 18, 2012

GAY Blogs...




that was the name i finally decided on when creating my facebook page...

i figured.. why create a page that's just about my blog ? when i could create a page about cool gay blogs in general ...?

great blogs by gay bloggers around the world... sharing thoughts and personal insights about their lives and everything in between...

so far i've only discovered a hand full of blogs that have stimulating content ...(for the mind)... giggle giggle... i do believe that posting porn blogs would definitely get much more "followers"..."likes" and "page views"... but that would just be too predictable.....

(try google "gay blogs" ... then you'll understand what i mean)

what makes it all worth while about starting GAY blogs was when a young teen stumbled upon GAY Blogs on facebook and privately contacted me... he was kinda confused and having a hard time about his sexuality..over thinking whether he was turning gay.. or was gay all along ...but just didn't know it ...

and the reason why he felt safe enough to ask me for advice was because most of the content on GAY Blogs were about just gay guys...coming out... liking boys...that didn't include hardcore XXX pics and etc.

we exchanged a few emails back and forth.. and he actually found some clarity through all of it..

so... even if i did help only one person.. i find it so gratifying that my blog ..."ICE CREAM AND RAINBOWS"...and my "GAY Blogs" facebook page actually made a difference in someone else's life...

so feel free to check it out..and if you like it.. then just feel free to "like" it...

GAY Blogs

Friday, February 17, 2012

Idol Fever...


me and my 5 octave powerhouse voice

i often fantasize about being a super pop star...

and every time american idol rolls around ...i always play fantasy song choice ...as if i was a contestant auditioning in front of the judges and i always picture my self singing with a voice of MARIAH + WHITNEY + CELINE ...all packed into one...

and now with even more reality singing competition shows popping up ... i can't help but catch the "idol fever" through out the whole year....

my very first audition song choice would probably be "vison of love" sung precisely like mariah (every melismatic note on the dot down to the T) and if there was a movie sound track week then i probably would sing "i will always love you" the whitney houston version (dramatic pause.... and all) but strategically i would probably sing a song from GLITTER and keep that whitney song for my grand finale performance...(giggle giggle)

but now with the X FACTOR USA... your mentor is the one who selects your song choice and if i was in that competition i would totally be in deep trouble because L.A REID would only call me an unoriginal artist...

or if i was a contestant on THE VOICE and all 4 judges turn their chairs around just for me...? i would have such a damn hard time choosing between CHRISTINA AGUILERA (because i vote MARIAH not XTINA) but it would be the smarter choice to be mentored by a fellow diva...

but i would have the urge to choose sexy ADAM LEVINE because if i choose him.. i would get to hug him...and probably steal a little squeeze of his ass and sniff his neck (oooo horny little devil)

and even if america doesn't vote for me because i don't look the part or exactly fit the superstar persona ...at least i still would have ...as simon would say "a "voice of a generation" and will be eventually discovered by some record producer because talent like mine can't possibly go to waste...

"i cant't die with this music inside of me simon" quote-unquote (giggle giggle)

:)

Monday, February 13, 2012

Valentine...





to the ones who believe in love...

to the ones who are still searching for love...

to the ones who are just falling in love...

to the ones who are still in love...

to the ones who feel that love is slipping away...

to the ones who have loved and have lost hope...

but especially to the ones who never stopped believing in love...

i wish you all a happy valentine's day...

 

Melee ~ Built To Last

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Whitney Houston...





in those dark times when i felt alone and going through depression ... i remember the songs that i listened to ... the soundtrack of my life... there was always a recurring theme that was... mariah... celine... and ... 

Whitney...

i remember there was an instance where i felt so low to the point that i had brief thoughts of suicide...and one of the songs that pulled me through to see another day... was...

"you'll never stand alone" ...

just hearing those words..." you'll always have a home... in these arms of mine....love is standing by"... made me believe that maybe "it does get better"...

"don't loose faith ...love won't let you loose your way..."

i believed then... to never give up hope.. and to have faith that i would eventually find what i was searching for...

a beautiful song delivered by a beautiful voice can be a powerful thing... and she was that driving force for me on countless occasions...

i am deeply saddened by her death... but at least i can proudly say that i have once witnessed her amazing voice live in concert... and i will always have her music to accompany me through the good times and bad... and inspire me for years to come...

whitney... "i will always love you"...





Whitney Houston ~ You'll Never Stand Alone


Thursday, February 9, 2012

Snap...



target spotted : GAYdar activated

hmmm....

if i was ~N!LoC in wonderland~... i would hug him endlessly from behind...

but i'm just ~N!LoC in reality~... and i can't just do what i want...

my gaydar was actually telling me that this one was gay...

i guess i'll never know ...will i...?

Monday, February 6, 2012

A Friend Part 3...





CONTINUED FROM PART 1

CONTINUED FROM PART 2

what really puts the cherry on top all of this... was how un-supportive and defiant she was to me when i told her i met someone online ....someone special enough to call my "boyfriend"...

i still remember her tone of voice in her reaction...when i told her his age...

yes my boyfriend and i are a perfect example of a stereotype "rice queen" relationship (huge age gap included).. and to make it sound even more far fetched...i told her it was a long distance relationship (LDR)..."across the pacific ocean" kinda distance...

i was never a firm believer of a LDR but at least give me the benefit of the doubt that maybe some things can actually work out even against all odds...

she never once acknowledged my LDR...and when i brought the topic up and showed her his pic... she had all sorts of insensitive jokes to say about him.. saying things like.. "oh i shouldn't call him your BOY-friend.. i should call him your grandpa"...

(and she wasn't kidding)

recently...when i was going through a difficult time in my relationship...i confided in her ...and just like the time when i was comming out.. before i could even tell her the whole story... she assumed and passed judgement on me saying things like...

"of course!.. he's just bored with you... i mean c'mon... all you can do is just e-mail and send text messages to each other"...

"you two can't even be physical with each other...he needs to have xxx"...

"he is just using you for fun to pass the time"...

"you should know it yourself... it was never gonna last"...
now put yourself in my shoes... i haven't even explained my whole story and she already had negative things to say...presuming my entire long distance relationship in just those four sentences...

and (just for the record).. all the things she said was so far off from the truth of the special bond i have with my "rice queen"...

so really... need i say more?

Saturday, February 4, 2012

A Friend Part 2...



a box labeled ~ G A Y ~

CONTINUED FROM PART 1

"don't be stupid ! you never ever beg a guy!!!"

"you don't know what love is...gays have a different way of thinking compared to straight people..."


those were the words that were said to me by her.. all because i suggested a mutual friend of ours to try salvage her relationship with her first and only boyfriend of 6 years and not to throw it all away because of pride...ego... and most of all... childish mind games...

yes... i've never been in love...so maybe i don't really know what love is.. (i'll accept that)... but to go on and say something so POLITICALLY INCORRECT like ...."gays think differently from straight people ??!!"

(WTF moment)

ever since i came out to her.. i feel like she has put me in this "box" and labeled it...

~G A Y~

so because i am gay...am i automatically supposed to like to f*ck @ss and suck c*ck ...be a sex maniac and "think differently from straight people????!!!!"

it was heart wrenching... i was shocked to even register what she actually thinks of "gays" in general... (don't get it twisted.. she ain't no homophobe)...but the sad thing about all of this is...

we have known each other for more than a decade.. so why does she suddenly think of me this way...

just because i'm...gay...?

CONTINUED IN PART 3

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

A Friend Part 1...




in past posts like ...MATCH THE FOLLOWING... PICTURE THIS and HEART OF STONE... i may have vented bitter feelings about certain friendships... one "friend" in particular...

but as the days go by...i slowly realize that "friends" aren't really supposed to say things like that... i am the type of person who takes things with a grain of salt but somehow i just can't get past those comments that were said to me...

i remember the time when i finally decided to come out of the closet ...and without hesitating..i chose to come out to her first...but before i even had the chance to tell her... she berated me by making me feel like it was "wrong" to be myself...

"it's the way you dress...the way u walk...the way you talk..."

"you have to change yourself...stop being so girly"

"stop wearing clothes that make you look like a nerd!!! ... go to the gym and buff up your body!!!... be more out-going"

"get a new hairstyle... use contacts instead of specs... you need a TOTAL MAKEOVER..."

"INSIDE AND OUT !!!"
inside and out?...gee?... if i needed to change myself that much...wouldn't it be easier to just get a whole new "friend" altogether? (saves the time and effort right???)

just for comic relief... when i finally told her i was gay... the first thing she said to me was...

"aha!!! ...you love to f*ck @ss!!!...i knew it!!!"
CONTINUED IN PART 2

CONTINUED IN PART 3

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...

Categories

Gay (117) Tank Top (116) Life (114) Poems (100) Drama (73) Memories (63) Sexy (60) Body (58) Video (41) Rice Queen (40) Dream (35) Iphone (35) Virgin (35) Kinky (34) Lyrics (34) Pop Star (22) Bitch (15) Shirtless (15) Ugly (15)