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my life has never been rainbows and butterflies...
i am the youngest sibling of 3 and was probably the most pampered and spoilt out of the bunch... but that's where the rainbows and butterflies end...everything from school (prison)...friends (backstabbing snakes)...and crazy parents (crazy parents) ... its a whole drama ..but life became much more dramatised after i went off to college..
i was trying to find myself...go through the passage of life... and experience things good and bad and hope it would help make me grow as a person...but all i can remember are the bad stuffs...the icky experiences... uurghh!
remember when mariah had her ice cream and rainbows breakdown in 2001? ... who knew that i was on the verge of having one myself... but unlike her... i never had a BREAKTHROUGH moment.. i just had a DYING FLOWER phase...and that phase dragged on for most parts of the last decade...
so many things happend to me through the years that could have possibly been a screen play on an episode for UGLY BETTY or a scene for MEAN GIRLS...and i sometimes wonder how the hell did i ever get through that phase?
well ... the whole "IT GET'S BETTER" campaign thingy certainly has some truth to it... because it really does get better... and it kinda did for me.. (im thinking it could be a bit more better than better ... but better is still better than nothing)
and that's why i named this blog ~Ice Cream And Rainbows~ because life isn't always pretty.... life can be A PAIN IN THE @SS and sometimes i do really just want to...
" go to the beach ...look at rainbows....and eat ice cream..."
...(and ride on my flying unicorn)