Monday, July 21, 2014

Snap 2.0...


see that funny looking thing at the bottom of the snap?

that's my finger  duh!   :-p

Saturday, July 19, 2014

Bump & Grind...


video

this is what dreams are made of...

and this was in fact a dream of mine that i had as a young boy...  

i did go through a certain period of my so called “Britney, paris and Lindsay” party animal days....  and the dream was to actually dance.. (and when i say DANCE.. ... i mean BUMP! AND GRIND! ON THE DANCEFLOOR!!!  ALL UP IN YO FACE!!! “D@NCE”!!!!) with a hot guy in a club... 

and to put things into perspective just what the story of my life has always seemed to be like ... here is an excerpt from a past post called “match the following” :-

"an extremely hot guy in a tanktop i saw in a banging gay club walked up to me just to ask if i was a girl or a boy... he even checked me out to see if i had boobs (yes i was fat and had man boobs...guilty as charged)" 

and another excerpt from another past post called “where i belong” :-

“and when i would hit the dance floor to start my " bump and grind" session.. guys would actually SLOWLY MOVE AWAY...and some would actually stop dancing altogether!!!!am i that repulsive??? am i just not "HAWT" enough to be firing up the dance floor??

and that was just 2 of the many countless occasions that made me realize that i may be cursed for life to never "bump and grind" with a hot guy.. Ever in this LIFEtime!!!!

so as i was wanking off to this particular video the other night from my “great vault of porn”... it was more than just a hot shirtless guy dancing sexifully on screen in front of my very eyes....

it was a moment's "high" of living Ecstasy... 

it was an uncontrollable feeling of something so far beyond my grasp...

it was me and him making sweet spicy JUICY love on the dance floor...

it was just me and him... and no one else...

it was also was a reminder of how a dream of mine will never....... and most probably....... won’t EVER..... come true...

and  to me... that’s just sad... because i still have a whole lotta life left to live... yet somehow i feel like somewhere down this windy road called “life”so far.... i have given up on a dream....

or maybe this is just the start of me... pretty much giving up on actually living "life" altogether...

:-(


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