Sunday, June 3, 2018

When I Was A Little Boy...




As a little boy lookin' at the world...
Didn't know that fate would hate me...
I was living in my fears on the ground...
Couldn't see where God would take me...
There I was just , lookin' at the sky...
Got me thinkin' that love could save me...
How could I have known that no one would come along?

When I was a little boy...
I wondered who I'd give all my love to...
I asked god who he'd recommend...
It's hard to believe I was so innocent...

When I was a little boy...
I had love at the top of my wish list...
All my dreams were so unlimited...
It's hard to believe I was so innocent...

Why do you have to be so hard on me?
Why do you have to be so hard on me?



Saturday, June 2, 2018

IOS Update 11.4 : FATE STILL HATES YOU...



In a previous post about why my recon app doesn’t seem to work anymore…

I thought that the last ios update for ios was a glitch and that’s why I couldn’t access recon on my iphone & ipad anymore… so the new ios update was available today…but nope…still can’t access recon…I think it’s the grudge fate has against me…

Got me thinking about things that has happened to me over the course of this lifetime… and how I think that my life has always been truly jaded… 

Like this one… where the very first person I came out to said that I was “bi” and not gay…someone telling me that they think they know my own sexual preference better than i do… 

Or this one…. Where a guy said I must be “possessed” because I have a fetish for armpits and bondage…

And this one… where I was called “abnormal” for being gay and not liking cocks and anal sex

I’m smiling right now… because… I don’t feel anything anymore… I’m not hurt one bit by any of these derogatory comments towards me…

my heart is like literally made of steel….…(But physically  I still bruise like a peach… no changing that)


Stupid Gay Guy...



(SCENE : me on an asian+caucasian gay dating website group chat...)

GAY GUY 1 : i've never tasted cock because i'm shy...(boo hoo)

ME : that shouldn't stop you from tasting it... i'm shy too.. but i've tasted one when i had the chance... and i'm not even into cock...

STUPID GAY GUY : so you're into v ?

ME : v as in vagina???  oh my god... if i was into vaginas... why on earth would i be on this GAY dating website lol?

GAY GUY 1 : bi... or married and one of those straight guys that like to have sex with gay guys?

STUPID GAY GUY : you don't like bj's?

ME : im 100% gay... and...no...never been into blowjobs or anal...

GAY GUY 1 : wow so rare... then what you gonna do then.. you don't have sex?

ME : i can do hand jobs.. i like kinky stuff... kinky foreplay is basically sex for me...

STUPID GAY GUY : i don't understand why you don't like cock... it's not normal for gay...

ME : yeah just because you are gay. doesn't mean you have to love bj and anal xxx.. as i said.. i like kinky foreplay more than anything...

STUPID GAY GAY : you are submissive type... you like being service only...

ME : no i'm not submissive... i actually enjoy tying up men... and i don't really enjoy being serviced either...

STUPID GAY GUY : ah you are abnormal... lol

STUPID GAY GUY : not to offend... but that is what you are...

ME : (kiss emoji)

STUPID GAY GUY : (kiss emoji)

ME:



(mic drop)

** now i understand where stand up comedians get their material from... sometimes you just can't make this stuff up...

all the countless times i have had to explain myself to guys who simply just don't get it...

it never really gets old... seriously...

SMHRME - (shaking my head and rolling my eyes)


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