Sunday, August 28, 2016

Sunshine & Blue...



funny how things ended up this way...
you were the sunshine...and i was the blue...
life takes on a course... all by itself...
i’m happy to see you... with someone new...

i guess it wasn’t the right time...
there was never a road...
cuz if it happens it happens...
for reasons unknown...oh...

let me smile... and think about what could have, should have, would have been between,
the story passing by me... thinking life ain’t all that bad after all...
in the photographs i see a glimpse of what i’ve yearned for all my life...
but it was never the right time...
there was never a road...

funny how things ended up this way...
you were the sunshine...and i was the blue...
for the very first time... i am in peace...
happy to see you... with someone new...


~ By N!LoC ~


Sunday, August 7, 2016

From London To Brazil...



as i woke up today to watch my recorded programs of the men's team gymnastics qualifying rounds... i was all perky and excited.... but as i was going through the 6 hours of recorded pit-tastic galore... something seemed off with me... something was different... something just didn't seem right...

see... 4 years ago.. when i recorded the same sessions @ the london Olympics i was literally shrieking inside when i saw those beautiful pits of japan, korea, usa, great britan and... oh... china... i love me some hairy chinese pits... i jacked off to those paused images of them hanging around on the rings... and also when they just got done with their dismount and then BAM arms up... and pits exposed for me to go "eeeeeeek!!!"

but as i said... something just seemed different this time around... i went through the paused images... and my my.. brazil had some amazingly gorgeous guys on there... but i didn't bother to really cherish the recorded sessions or even keep them to wank to it later... i actually deleted it all after checking through it all...

why?

hmmm... maybe... just maybe... alot things can happen within a span of 4 years,...

my theory is.. 4 years ago... i was literally a virgin... (in every sense and meaning of the word...) so seeing international pits of all flavours inspired me from within.. and got me darn hard on the spot,.. making my imaginations go wild.. hoping and wishing and even looking forward to one sweet day that perhaps i might even have a taste of a pit-ecstacy...

and here i am ... 4 years later... not a virgin virgin... but a half ass virgin... but with more wisdom and experiences through and through... i've tasted a handful of pits of lovely varieties (american... Singaporean...german...australian...malaysian and as i'm trying to recall all my pit rendezvous’.. yes there was even a close encounter with a russian pit...(sigh)... and yeah... definitely a dream come true for all of those... (ticks off my bucket list for sure)...

4 years later... as i sit and watch the beauty of olympic pits yet again... i can't help but to wonder....

when will i have a man's pit to call my own?

to have and to hold... through sickness and in health... till... (oh what the heck)

la la la la la la la la ....... from london to brazil... life just happens...


Saturday, July 23, 2016

Fantasy...


Mariah Carey "Fantasy"

ive always been one to dream... and that’s why i consider myself a dreamer...  a hopeless romantic...

reality seems to have come and hit hard... and it keeps banging at my doorstep... now more often than not... on a daily basis even...

i start to dream about things and i find myself stopping myself in my own tracks... (track of mind at least)... but on certain rare nights... in the privacy of my own room... my thoughts do run wild and free...

i dream... a dream like there’s no tomorrow... “ a dream so real... something i can touch ... but far beyond to feel”...

and i realize that... my dreaming does take me to places that makes me happy... a passing thought that can put a smile on my face... and it almost feels as if it heals me...

maybe that’s why one of my most fav Mariah song is fantasy.... because in the bridge... she coos:

“i’m... in... heaven....

with my boy... friend.... my laughing boy... friend...

there ‘s no beginning ... there is no end....

feels like i’m dreaming but im not sleeping...”


and that literally just summed up the fantasy that just literally went through my dreaming head...

sometimes... i guess i just have to let myself dream on... no matter how un attainable i tell myself it really is... i mean it’s always possible... just like having that one winning lottery ticket to a million dollars.... (it is possible... but it’s impossibly impossible)...

but i wasn’t dreaming about a million dollars....

i was just in heaven... with my boy friend.... my laughing boyfriend.... there was no beginning ... there was no end... it felt like i was dreaming but i was not sleeping...




** inspiration always cums after an orgasm anyways....

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